Oh yes,Oh no

76.Stolen kisses..

Tae's POV

It's been three days since I joined the yoga classes without telling anyone, but Yuna and my bodyguards. I joined under a false name . Also when I go to the classes I ask David to park a couple of meters away because I don't want to draw attention to myself and I honestly just want to be Taehyung, and not Taehyung Jungkook's boyfriend.

I also always wear a mask and a cap to conceal my identity. I also highly doubt that anyone would recognize me. It's us four she-men ,with six women. I was the second last one to register. The classes are really serene and so quiet. We do mingle and talk, but everyone just wants to mind their business.

I've been seeing Bogum at a vegan restaurant on the day I started with my classes. He had a meeting with an investor, and even though I tried to conceal my identity, he actually recognized and stopped me to chat. Now I keep seeing him with that same guy on my way to my classes. I am going to try it out for about a week and see whether Jenny will be interested in joining me.

As soon as I entered the room,my phone rang,I had forgotten to put it on mute. I stood outside and answered

Tae:" Hey( whisper)

Jk:" Good morning baby

Tae:" Hey,

Jk:" Why are you whispering?

Tae:" I am not

Jk:" Where are you? Are you still at home?

Tae:" I am out ,shopping

Jk:" Three days in a row?

Tae:" Yes,is there something wrong with that?

Jk:" No,you can buy whatever you want  . Can we have lunch together?

Tae:" Aren't you busy?

Jk:" No ,I will always make time for you.

Tae:" I have a lunch date already.

Jk:" With whom?

The yoga instructor waved at me indicating to me that the classes were about to start.

Tae:"Hey can I call you back later? I have to go.

Jk:" Baby where -

I quickly ended the call and put my phone on mute and in my back.  I rushed over to my spot and we began. The music is soothing,and our yoga instructor looks as though he's in tune with his body.  The way he moves his body and how good it looks,is proof.

He has been teaching us the simple basic poses,guiding everyone by either straightening their arms or their stance. And also how to breathe through it.

This helps me focus more on myself and my inner peace,but I would be lying if I told you that I don't think about Jungkook. I do,every day ,every minute and I might sound stupid but I miss him.

The funny thing about feelings is that we can't just switch them off.I don't want my feelings for him to change, how could they possibly when I've been loving him for so long. I've also sort of been avoiding him,not on purpose though. 

I want to believe that there is really some sort of a set up,and that whatever happened between them was somehow out of both of their controls. In my head I've seen them doing it,and seen him give it to him like he did me. And then I had to mentally erase those thoughts and create a scenario where they didn't do it and actually passed out naked. That made me feel an ounce of happiness.

Jungkook has been busy investigating this whole issue,but Oliver left the country before Jungkook could ask him anything. Mei has been keeping me updated about everything. Mr Jung is also still very upset with Jungkook but keeping it professional at work.