Oh yes,Oh no

13.I know..

Tae's POV

I must've been out of my fucking mind to think dating someone like Jungkook would've been easy,because it's so hard.

I want to fight for my happiness even if it means I have to stand by and watch the man of my dreams get engaged to someone else. It's going to hurt to witness it in real life because the thought of it alone kills me.

I didn't tell Jungkook how I got home last night. I didn't tell him where his mom left me or how I had to walk all the way from those abundant buildings to find the main road or how I couldn't find a car to give me a lift for hours.

It was agonizing torture until an old couple took pity on me and brought me to town. I owe them so much. I had no money or no cellphone ,I was hurt by her words and her actions. She didn't give a damn about me or what could've happened to me. She's so evil.  Who cares more about money rather than their kids' happiness?

He asked me to accompany him to Jeju island today, and I am excited about it. I hadmte waking up early, but because of him, I have to wake up.He woke me up with countless kisses but hasn't made any attempts to get up

Tae:" Joen,are we going to get up anytime soon?

Jk:" I wanna stay like this for a while

Tae:" Aren't you going to be late?

Jk:" I am still the boss, I can do whatever I want.

Tae:" Is that so?

Jk:"Yes, baby

Tae:" Is that why you're poking my butt?

Jk:" I'd like to do more than just poke it

Tae:" So that you can tear me into half? No thanks

Jk:"Aah,it's not even that big,it's just that you have really bad eye sight

Tae:" You are not funny. I had it in my hands, I just know that when we do finally do it,I am going to cry.

Jk:" I am going to prep you well baby,when we are ready we will be so turned on and pain will be the last thing on your mind

Tae:" All this tall is uhm

Jk:" Making you horny?

He turned my face towards him and we started to kiss, his hands going up and down my body. I am not going let today pass by with giving him a blow job.  I want to feel him in my mouth.

He stopped kissing me abruptly and looked into my flustered face.

Jk:" Where did my mother take you yesterday?

Tae:" Uhm some place that I've never been to,but we spoke in the car.We didn't go out

Jk:" Where exactly? Do you remember any shops that were closer?

Tae:" Baby,I didn't pay attention, I was too star struck to pay attention to anything

Jk:" Where did they drop you off?

Tae:"Uhm,obviously not here.

Jk:" How did you get back home,Tae?

I really don't want to make things worse by telling him what happened, so I just kiss him instead to skip the topic. He sticks his tongue into my mouth and I sucked on it,moaning in his mouth.

Jk:" Stop,don't start, no shit

Tae:" Okay, Daddy,

Jk:" Tae

Tae:" Yes, Daddy?

It's like I saw his mind running wild with thoughts of being called daddy.  He lets go of me and gets off the bed heading to the bathroom while I sat up and giggled at his behavior. I threw the blanket to the side and followed him inside