Oh yes,Oh no

53.The Talk

JK's POV

I arrived back in South Korea earlier today, and the only person I wanted to see first was the father of my kids. The kids that I called a "thing." Gosh, I am a pathetic person.  I've been in love with this man for so long,and at the sign of first doubt,I left him alone and questioned his loyalty. I am on my way to Daegu ,straight from the airport

I didn't think I would miss him as much as I do right now. It would be a fucking miracle, if he even wants to see me or talk to me. I fucked up a good thing, no on one else did it but me. I am going to do everything in my power to not let him walk away from me. It doesn't matter what I have to do . I refuse to lose Tae

I have a couple of people that I want to face and destroy but for today ,just for today I want to just see if Tae would even let me hold his hand.

I am nervous and I am freaking out as we make our way to his parents house. Will his mom allow me into her house? Will Tae want to see me?

I spoke to Hosoek hyung when I was in China,just like everyone else he's disappointed in me but told me that he would give me a chance to fix things with Tae. He's also happy for the news of our pregnancy, and excited to become an uncle.

Jenny is also excited and happy for us. I told her that she shouldn't go back to the doctor that we've been using andsd she told me that she's been to him for her lady things. I didn't want her to get into details but we agreed that that was the last time . I told them that I would explain when I reached home

David:" I can feel your nervousness sir

Jk:" I messed up big time.

David:" Mr Kim is a good person, he will come around

Jk:" I fucked up David.  If I were him I wouldn't let him around me.

I had bought so many flowers for him, even baby stuff ,I just couldn't resist.  I bought a lot of neutral baby stuff. They could both be boys ,they could both be girls ,or it could be boy and girl.Either way they are mine,damn it feels so good . I am going to be a dad,damn. Wow

After a long drive,we made it to Daegu. We parked right outside their house. I saw his mom giving food to the bodyguards who are looking after them. I don't see Tae at all. I took a deep breath and got out after David opened the door. I have to be a man ,I have to show his mom and Tae that I am going to do everything in my power to make things right.

I walked up to the stairs  ,bodyguards greeted me,and I greet them back. David motioned them to the car and they went there

I bowed to his mom,and she smiled at me. I wasn't expecting her to open her arms and give me a warm welcoming hug

Mom:" You're welcome Jungkook, I will never send you away.

Jk:" Thank you mom. I was nervous about coming but I'd rather you chase me away then not show up.

Mom:" Come,have you eaten?

Jk:" I am hungry.  I haven't eaten anything all day. Is he in?

Mom:" Yes,he was taking a bath.

Jk:" I want to talk to him first mom,is that okay?

Mom:" It's all up to him. I've heard what your parents did,and for that, I am sorry.

The door opened, and Tae was on his long pajamas, and socks

Tae:" Mom, are you - ( surprised) Jungkook? What are you doing here?

Mom:" Let's go in, and he can tell us

Tae:" Mom

Mom:" Come on in,