Oh yes,Oh no

65.Casting doubt

Tae's POV

I probably kept waking up and checking to see whether Jungkook was home,and he didn't come back home. I got up from the couch with the blanket and the pillow and walked up the stairs .

He still hasn't said anything or called me back,so I am just going to sleep in our comfortable bed . I went to the bathroom and  used it,then I checked the time on my phone,it's  4 am. Should I try and call Suga? No .

Where could he have gone to? Did he go to Busan? Or is he still looking for his dad here?

I heard the car pulling up, and  I sat up in bed and waited for him to enter our room. I waited and waited, but he didn't come in ,so I went down to look for him.

Tae:" Babe? Baby?

I went to his office and opened the door, and he's sitting by his desk,in the dark, and I could only see his silhouette.

Jk:" Leave them off

Tae:" I was worried about you

Jk:" Go get some sleep.

Tae:" Do you understand what I just said? How do you expect me to go to bed when you're not okay

Jk:" Taehyung

I walked closer to him and stood between him and the desk,it's hurts me that I can't see his face

Tae:" I don't want to go to bed without you.

Jk:" Taehyung, please, just go to bed. Get some sleep

I decided to straddle him and just wrapped my arms around him and held him close. Surprisingly, I don't smell any alcohol on him,but I know he's been crying

Tae:" I am sorry,I honestly don't even know what else to say.

Jk:" I am sorry for leaving the way I did.

Tae:" You're going to be fine, baby,maybe not now,but you will be. You have me.

Jk:" Don't give up on me, Tae

Tae:" How can I possibly give up on you? We have so much to look forward to . Can I ask you for something?

Jk:" Yes,ask away

Tae:" Can you take the day off and just be with me today? Please

Jk:" Baby, I can't, I want to, but I can't.  I have so many meetings,and I have to find my dad and face him.

Tae:" I want you to take a breather, collect your thoughts, and then face him. I don't want you to make any rushed decisions based on anger alone.

Jk:" I am just going to be in a bad mood .And I honestly don't want that energy around my kids.

I am so afraid that when Jungkook confronts his dad , he's going to expose the relationship he had with Suga. When that comes out I already know that shit is going to hit the fan. Jin hyung where are you?

Tae:" Please

Jk:" Baby

Tae:" Please,please,just for today.

Jk:" I will stay but I will still work from home

Tae:" Will you take breaks in between?

Jk:" To do what?

Tae:" Me,to do me.

Jk:" Now us not the time to get me hard,I will only hurt you. I am frustrated

Tae:" Not now,later. Just us in our bedroom,resting, you working, we fucking,eating and resting