Oh yes,Oh no

11.This week..

Tae's POV

Last night was a dream come true,Jungkook gave me so much intimacy. I didn't think it was possible to be so turned on before words can ever describe.

I was shy,I never thought I would bare myself like that to anyone. Jungkook out me out and did things to me, which I've only dreamed of or watched on porn and swore that would never be me.

Well ,last night, my ass was up in his face. I felt like he could see into my soul. There is basically nothing that I can hide from this man again,he has seen it all and tasted it too,and fuck I had a leak .

This week will probably be the most difficult time for our relationship, a test,if you will. I asked him not to get engaged. I want him to wait for us. I don't think I can be with him if he's going to get engaged, get married and start a family.  It just wouldn't be the type of life I would ever want.

It's Monday ,Jungkook woke up earlier to go to the office.  I have a driver who will take me to the salon later. I was so shy in the morning, I couldn't even look him in the eyes. He gave me his word that he wouldn't do everything in his power to avoid getting engaged and I believe him.

I want to take the day off to watch some porn,not to mastubate but to know how to give a blow job. I want to do that for him. I want to try it with a banana or a cucumber . I can't cancel with the clients that I've booked for the day,so I will just talk to Yuna about it.

I had breakfast, more like just tea and a single toast,I git scolded by our house help,she's a really lovely lady. She told me that I could easily get sick if I didn't eat my breakfast.  She told me to take good care of myself and that she would be keeping an eye on me. Hobie hyung and Jenny went home after lunch yesterday. He is expected to move in by the end of the week. I got ready, and the driver took me to work.

I sent a text to Jungkook ,letting him know that I was on my way to work and that he should have an awesome day, and he called me right away

Tae:" Hey ,aren't you busy?

Jk:" I will always make time for you. Mi-yoon said that you only had tea

Tae:" I had toast too,dude. I barely left the house. When did you talk to her?

Jk:" I asked her to tell me.

Tae:" You already know that I am not a breaking person,that's why I eat a lot at dinner,to carry me through breakfast.

Jk:" You're living a backward life baby,it's supposed to be heavy breakfast, medium lunch, and light dinner

Tae:" It clearly works just fine for me

Jk:" Can we have lunch together today? I am working late and don't want you to wait up for me

Tae;" Is that a good idea? What excuse do I have to give to go see you?

Jk:" You don't need any excuses. Just come see me

Tae:" I will see. Do you want me to bring anything specific?

Jk:" No,I will ask Mei to organize it. You just come to me

Tae:" Okay ,I will see you later,

Jk:"Tae?

Tae:" Mmm

Jk:" Last night was amazing, I want to do it again,so many ,many times

Tae:" Shouldn't you be focusing on work?

Jk:" I can't help it,I am in heaven

Tae:" Well bye,stay in that heaven of yours

I arrived at the salon,and found that the other's were already busy, I just changed greeted everyone and took the customer that was waiting for a layering and blowout only. Everyone's talking about their weekend,