Oh yes,Oh no

64.Betrayal

JK's POV

I tried my best to get up quietly without waking Tae up,or without kissing him especially since I have alcohol breath,but he always looks so freaking cute in the mornings and he's always clinging to me. I literally have to untangle myself from his hold.

I finally managed to get him off and got off the bed,tip toeing to the bathroom. I heard him growling, and turned to look at him,and he's touching my spot

Tae:" Babe ?

Jk:" mmmm

Tae:" The alarm hasn't rang yet,right?

Jk:" Yes baby,go back to sleep. I am going to use the bathroom

Tae:" Okay.Hurry back.

I closed the bathroom door behind myself,and started by brushing my teeth,while emptying my bladder.

If I hadn't drink last night,I would've probably stayed awake and let the thoughts consume me. I am going to do as Suga suggested.  I am going to talk to Jenny first,let her know what was done to her and wait for her to take a test and tell me the results.

If she's pregnant, will I be able to let her decide what she wants to do with her body or will I intrude and be just like my parents and tell her what to do?

Will she want to keep it or abort it? Gosh,I am in a pickle. Is it selfish of me to pray for a negative pregnancy test? I only want to have kids with Taehyung,and he's giving me not one but two blessings. Everyday that goes by I fall more and more in love with them and their dad.

I also want to make it clear that if Jenny is pregnant and wants to keep it,I will do the responsible thing and take care of my child. I will love him or her just as much.

I stepped inside the shower and stood under the shower head,just letting the water run down my body. This is going to hurt man,ah fuck. I hurried up bathing and stop the water,took the towel and dried myself off. Tied the towel around my waist and  blow dried my hair,it won't bother Tae,as long as the door is closed.

After that I went out and went to my closet to get dressed. I didn't notice Tae standing in the doorway,arms folded over his chest,beautiful messy hair,eyes swollen from sleep. He's just so freaking beautiful

Tae:" What are you doing? Where are you going?

Jk:" I have work to do baby.

Tae:" Where did you go last night?

Jk:" I was just in the office

Tae:" What happened in the office? You sounded upset.

Jk:" I was probably just drunk. Go back to bed

Tae:" Jungkook

Jk:" Baby,please just go back to bed and get some sleep. You still have two hours left

Tae:" You're doing that thing again

Jk:" What thing?

I know what he means,I turn my back to him to stop him from reading my eyes or face. Fuck,he's just so fucking good at it.

Tae:" Turning your back so I wouldn't look at your face.

Jk:" I am getting dressed, baby,there is nothing going on.

Tae:" Okay,look at me

I took out my shirt and looked at him,whilst putting it on. We looked at each other for a brief moment before I looked away,and quickly heard him scoff. When I turned around to look at him again ,he wasn't there. Sphew,good.

I finished getting dressed,and walked out. He had gone back to bed,hugging my pillow

Jk:" I am off to work