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57.Home..

Tae's POV

Today is the day that I go back home. I am excited but also nervous because I don't know how my relationship with the father of my kids is going to change or has changed already. All I know is that I want to be with him and wake up with him. He has also been so patient with me,even though he begged me to come back home every day, and he had flowers being delicious every day.  My mom's back garden blooms in red ,pink, and white roses.

Mom:" Are you excited to be going home to your boyfriend?

Tae:" He's not my boyfriend. He's somewhat in-between

Mom:" You still missed him a lot, and you can't hide your excitement

Tae:" I am going back for the kids,not for myself

Mom:" Mmmmmm,excuses,excuses

I sat down on the bed next to her, and she stopped packing and sat next to me

Tae:" I do miss him

Mom:" I know, it showed. You wait by the phone for his calls,and when he did call,your whole face lit up. Even your face changed

I can't even deny that or downplay it.

Tae:" Am I making the right decision? Am I rushing into going back?

Mom:" Only you will now the answer honey.

Tae:" I do want to go back and give our relationship a second chance because I do love him, and I want him to fix his mistake.

Mom:" That's your answer

Tae :" Also, tomorrow is the appointment for the ultrasound . I am excited about it

Mom:" What about your appetite for him?

Tae:" Mom ( laughing) stop ah

Mom:" Why are you shy? How do you think that you got into this position?

Tae:" We're not going to do anything like that

Mom;" It's good for the babies

Tae:" Ai mama,I don't want to think about sex.

Mom:" It's a very important and unavoidable

Tae:" I am also scared. Jungkook has been in the news lately for all the wrong reasons,from throwing his parents out of their house to closing down a clinic. What if his parents retaliate?

Mom:" That's why you have to be with your bodyguard at all times. Don't take any chances, Taehyung.  Don't let your guard down, please

Tae:" I won't, I will protect my kids with my life. I won't let anyone hurt them.

Mom:" Please honey, and also when you guys do the deed,please don't do anything rough

Tae:" Okay,I will remind Jungkook. Can we stop talking about it, please?

Mom:" Are you still not talking to Bogum?

Tae:" No,he wants something from me which I am unable to give to him. He has hopes of us rekindling a relationship

Mom:" But he knows that you're expecting someone else's child, right?

Tae:" He knows mom,and I don't want to start trouble with Jungkook.  He really doesn't want Bogum around his babies. He says that they will get used to hearing his voice

Mom:" We he's not wrong,even if it's too soon,what he says makes sense to me. Why isn't Bogum letting you go? I mean, does he want to raise another man's kids

Tae:" Bogum and Jungkook go way back. They didn't have a rivalry back then, but Jungkook sort of started it all.

Mom:" Oh, okay. Well ,by the looks of things, he's not going anywhere.