Oh yes,Oh no

75. Tainted Love

Tae's POV

Do you know how painful it gets to sleep when you have a broken heart? And when you finally do get some sleep,the pain in your heart wakes you up and reminds you why it's hurting and restless.

This morning, the bed felt so empty, and I reached out to feel his empty place. I kept telling myself that he had just traveled for work and would be back as soon as he's done.

How did we get here? How did he end up in bed with someone else? How could that have been so easy for him to do? All the promises, all the declarations of love. How could he have done this to me? How can you love someone and put them through their worst fears? Does that even make sense.

I sat up and wiped my tears,then I stood up and was about to go to the bathroom. I felt wet between my thighs. I looked down, and I was freaking out because I was spotting. I stood up and went to the bathroom, took off my pajamas, and took a quick shower.

Tae:" (rubbing my tummy) I am okay,please,trust me ,I am okay.

I don't want my pain to affect my kids in any way. I know that it's impossible to conceal how I feel because betrayal is excruciating pain. I have to numb all that pain to focus my energy around my pregnancy.

I came out of the shower and put on my sanitary pad,got dressed up,and put the pajamas in a plastic to throw it away. I don't want Mi-yoon to find it and worry. I then made my way downstairs and put on a brave face.

They are talking about something that Jenny's mom did,and I am just so oblivious to it. They all acknowledged my presence, and we greeted each other. Jenny looked like she had been crying. Her eyes are red and swollen, while Hobie hyung seems to be angry.

Jen:" I hate her so much.

Hoseok:" We know the truth baby,you don't have to be thus upset. Think about the baby.

They filled me in on what was happening.Whats going on? Why would Jenny's mom come out and say Jenny's baby belongs to Jungkook?

Hoseok:" Jungkook is sending lawyers to your parents' house to speak with them to retract their accusations and to tell the truth to the media

I hugged Jenny and wiped her tears away.

Jen:" It must be tough for you as well, right? With everything Jungkook's mom said? I saw Jungkook looking so defeated last night.

So I didn't imagine it,he was in our room. He's the one who took care of me last night. He put us in this predicament, and now he's the one sneaking around.

Jen:" All of this must be really hard for him,for Jin and Suga.

Tae:" I bet it is. I want to stay and chat but I have to go to work.

Hobie hyung pulled me to the side

Hoseok:" I thought you'd be taking it easy at home.

Tae:" I will be back,

Hoseok:" Taehyung

Tae:" I am okay, hyung. Life can't stop just because of how I am feeling. I have to get my head together and focus on being okay for my kids

Hoseok:" Okay,I will check up on you later. Keep your phone on at all times.

Mi-yoon came rushing towards us with the lunch box,

Tae:" Thank you, Mi-yoon

Mi-yoon:" It's my pleasure.  What's in the plastic

Tae:" Oh nothing,just garbage. I will throw it away on my way out.

Mi-yoon:" Okay,

I then turned around and walked out. David got out of the car as soon as her saw me. I first walked over to the garbage bin and threw the plastic away.