"Car how are you feeling about all this love?" Lisa questioned after a while.
"I think. I'm scared. I think I'm forcing you into this. I think I can't live with my self if we do this and you hate me for it lise" Carla told her wife honestly.
Lisa didn't move from her position on the couch she only circled her arm around her wife tighter. "I want to do this car if you do. We have spoken about having another child of our own so many times. He could be ours baby" Lisa told her firmly. "I want him to bring you peace. Let you have the baby you always wanted. I know you're already a mum to Betsy. You can be one for him as well. We can finally be that family of four the two of us have dreamed of for so long" she continued.
" I think I want him too. Our baby boy" Carla smiles. The baby opens his big eyes and shows off his bright blue orbs.
"We have a long process to make him our love" Lisa told her wife. Not wanting her to get her hopes up just yet.
"I know. But we will fight for him. Every step of the way" Carla smiled at her wife.
The blonde leaned forward to kiss her wife's forehead.
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Betsy walked through the door after removing a message from her mums to come home alone. "Hello!" She shouted through the front door. She was greeted by the two older women looking down at bundle in a blanket in the blondes arms. Sonny and Cassie no where to be seen.
"Shhh" Carla whispered a she waved their daughter over.
"Where has this baby come from?" Betsy questioned standing over her mothers.
"Simon. He is in a lot of trouble with the police and he lost his girlfriend 2 weeks ago." Carla started to explain.
"When did you see Simon?" Betsy questioned.
"We didn't. He left him at my old flat" Carla explained. "Ryan found him. He spitted us when we took Sonny on a walk"
"So why did he leave a baby with you again?" Betsy asked. Confused as to why they were in the situation of holding a bear enough new born baby.
"He wants me to bring him up. For me to be this baby mum. And well you mum as well after we spoke on the phone"
"You're going to adopt him?" Betsy questioned. Walking over to look at the baby.
"We wanted to speak to you first. Before we put our hearts on the line" Lisa told the young girl. "Me and your mum won't do this unless you want this too. You are our main priority here Betsy"
Betsy let out a smile.
"You are our daughter Betsy and if us adopting him makes you unhappy we will not do it" Carla confirmed. "Your happiness means more to us than growing our family. You were our first baby after all"
"Can I have a hold of him?" Betsy asked.
"Course you can" Carla smiled Lisa budged over and let her sit in the middle of them. When the brunette put the baby into Betsy arms the girl let out a sigh.
"Hi little man." She whispered. "What do you say. Shall we cause these two hell?" She let out a smile when the boy opened his eyes again.
"I think that was a yes" Lisa laughed. Reaching around her daughter to make any contact with her wife.
"What's his name?" The youngest blonde asked.
"We haven't thought of one yet. We literally have made no commitments until you was happy for him to be your brother" Carla told her.
"Well Simon wanted us to use Jacob as a middle name. And well I can't lie I have been thinking a little bit." Lisa admitted. Her daughter and wife moving to look at her. "I think we should use Aidan's name as well"
"Oh Lise" Carla smiled. "I would love to honour my little brother. But I want to use it as a middle name." She said truthfully. "I think he should have his own name."
"Okay so so far we have baby boy Aiden Jacob Swain" Lisa smiled. "If swain is the last name we are giving him?
"We are THE Swains. Of course he's a swain" Carla smiled at her wife.
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Some time later Lisa was lay with the baby on her chest. With sonny and Cassie by her feet. Carla and Betsy had nipped to the shops to buy nappies and milk for the little boy.
"Hey. You two look so comfy" Carla smiled looking at her wife and their son. "We've had a little nap. Haven't we little man" Lisa whispered. Pressing a kiss the little baby's head.
Carla had joined her wife on the sofa when her phone started to ring. "Shit. It's Kate. We was supposed to go to that dinner" she told the blonde
"Hello" she said sheepishly down the phone
"Carla where are you. We was meeting at the bistro ten minutes ago!" Kate shouted down the phone.
"Sorry Kate. Lisa is really poorly. Betsy is just getting ready then she and Mason will be there" the brunette lied
"Ohh bless her what's wrong?" Kate asked.
"She's been throwing up all day." Carla lied again looking at her wife who grabbed her wife's phone and put it on speaker phone before passing the baby to her wife and running into the kitchen.
"Car, can you come help please" she shouted before letting out a fake rech. She started to walk back into the living room giving her wife a wink.
"Sorry Kate I've got to go. Enjoy the evening. We will try and see you next week." She lied once more as Lisa walked back into the living room with a smile on her face. "You are terrible Mrs Swain" Carla laughed as she kissed her wife on the lips.
They quickly set up a plan with Betsy to go to the dinner with Mason. Swearing her to secrecy about the baby boy.
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Carla and Lisa
FanfictionDrabble of Carla Connor and Lisa swain. And how their live evokes in my mind. Lots and lots of fluff with a hint of angst
