Rohit broke the hug as Virat wiped the tears. Rohit was looking at him with so much love, Virat suddenly felt his cheeks burn. He looked down to hide his blush. Rohit just noticed how cute he was.
Rohit moved a little closer and kissed Virat's cheeks softly.
Virat closed his eyes as the contact of lips was against his cheek. Rohit was not so confident about it, but Virat's love made him do it.
Virat opened his eyes and leaned to kiss Rohit's cheek, "It may sound cheesy, but your smile suits these cheeks more than your tears. It breaks my heart to see your tears, Ro," said Virat and kissed his other cheek and then his eyes.
Rohit settled comfortably in his lap with his legs around his waist. He didn't know how emotional he felt when Virat was assuring him about his own physical features starting from that hand gesture yesterday and now today this.
Rohit's breathing got heavier as Virat was pressing soft kisses on his cheek, forehead, and his eyes.
"Comfortable?" he heard Virat asking him, which made him feel so grateful.
He just nodded and hugged Virat, nuzzling his face in his neck. Virat did the same and kissed his neck, to which Rohit just hugged him more tightly.
"Dessert? I made chocolate cake for you." Rohit just nodded at that. Virat got it from the table and made him eat it.
He saw chocolate syrup on Rohit's lower lip. It was so hard to control for Virat. But he controlled himself.
Rohit noticed that Virat didn't look up at him.
He didn't know what it was. Did he do something that Virat didn't like? Was he not eating properly? Was he not looking good suddenly? That's why Virat wouldn't look at him? Just like that, the thoughts started rushing through his brain, and he tried to get up from Virat's lap.
Virat held him before he could get up. "What's wrong? Why are you getting up?" he asked, seeing Rohit's tense expressions.
"Ro, what happened, love?" Virat asked softly.
"Why won't you look at me now? Sometime back you were showering me with love, and now you won't look at me? Did I do something?" Rohit asked, though he was embarrassed by that. Still, he couldn't hide it.
Virat cupped his cheeks. "You didn't do anything, Ro. Please don't think like this," he said, assuring him.
"Then what happened suddenly?"
"Ro, idiot, I am so distracted by your lower lip that it is making me crazy," Virat blurted, not able to control anymore.
Rohit was surprised as he looked at Virat eyeing his lips. He was suddenly so shy about how Virat lost his control.
"I love you so much, Ro, but it's hard to control when you are biting your lower lip like that, you know. And I don't wanna rush, that's why I was not looking at you. Otherwise, I will lose my self-control."
Before he could say more, he was cut off by Rohit's lips on his. Virat melted into it.
He held Rohit by his waist and licked his lower lip, the chocolate off it, making Rohit moan his name.
Virat kissed him deeply, pouring all his love into it that it made Rohit dizzy. "You are it for me, Ro. You are worth it," Virat whispered against his lips.
"Without you, I am incomplete. Without your smile, my life seems dull," Virat kissed the corner of his lips, making him smile.
Rohit was so overwhelmed with Virat's love that he was just whispering his name.
Virat just kissed his forehead again and pulled him into a hug, controlling himself. He knew this was all too much at once for Rohit, and he had to take it slow.
He had to make Rohit confident in his skin again, which seemed a little better today. But he didn't know about tomorrow. He got to think of Rohit's space in which he was comfortable.
Rohit just nuzzled his face in his neck, sighing, feeling better and overwhelmed.
Virat hugged him back, and they just lay there on the couch in each other's embrace.
"We should get to bed, Ro," Virat said softly as they were on the couch where Rohit was laying on top of him with his head buried in Virat's chest.
Rohit just snuggled in more. "I don't want to. This feels nice here. You feel nice. I can feel you this close. All this time I have been wanting nothing but to be wrapped in your arms, which helps me shut off everything, every thought, and just you in my mind. With your love, your voice, your smell. For once, I thought I would not get that again. So please don't," said Rohit emotionally.
No matter how hard he tried to hide his feelings, Virat's soft, caring voice would have such an effect on him that he would just share it.
Virat had no idea that Rohit had the thoughts of him not being with Rohit. That would never happen, not in this life at least.
"Okay, okay. I am here. We will be here as long as you want, Ro," said Virat softly, kissing the top of his head, assuring him.
"Vi, did you ever think that you would be better with someone else like AB, Faf, or even KL for that matter?" Rohit asked, and Virat would lie to himself if that question would not break his heart.
"They are more good-looking than me, you know, abs and everything. Your habits also match quite a lot, gym and other diet things," Rohit said, not meeting Virat's eyes.
For the very first time, he felt angry at Rohit.
He knew he was going through a lot of things at once, and this was an insecure thought of his, but right now, all Virat wanted was to yell at him for thinking like this.
Not wanting to take his anger out on Rohit, as he needed time to process what he said, Virat just closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.
Rohit looked at Virat, removing his face from his chest. He saw his closed eyes.
He knew he was not sleeping when he saw a tear trickle down his eye. Virat tried to control it, but it was impossible at one point, thinking about leaving Rohit or Rohit thinking about Virat with someone else.
Rohit wiped his tear and whispered, "Sorry."
He settled his head on Virat's chest, and they both dozed off after some time.
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