ollie's pov:
as soon as she walked into the room i knew something was wrong, i could see it in her face.
"ang, are you okay?" i ask worriedly, walking over to her.
"yeah, i just need to sit down." she stutters, stumbling into me, and i quickly catch her.
"ang, ang!" i say, as i notice her eyes closed.
"turn the cameras off!" lando shouts, and i have no idea if they were turned off, i was focused on angel, but he leaves to check.
"come on ang." i say, holding her in my lap whilst sat on the floor.
"is she awake?" lando asks.
"she's coming around." i say, quickly wiping a tear from my face.
"that's good." he says quietly.
"wh-what?" angel mumbles, and i exhale with relief.
"your okay, your okay." i say softly, taking hold of her hand.
"what happened?" she asks, looking around, as i hear a pair of feet running in.
"you passed out." i say, as kimi comes in, and lando leaves us alone.
(italian)
"oh my god, lina. why didn't you tell me this was happening? why would get ask me for help?" kimi says, pacing nervously.
"kimi, calm down." i say, giving him a look, which he understands and sits down beside me.
"i'm sorry, i was going to tell you." she says, sitting up against the wall.
"well you didn't. i'm your brother lina, you can tell me anything! i don't want to find out the same time as the rest of the world through you collapsing!"
"i'm sorry." she says quietly, looking away from him.
"no, i'm sorry. are- are you okay?" he asks, and she nods.
"i just, i don't get it! i've been eating, y-you know i have ollie."
"you might be eating again, but not properly. it's not enough. what has jules said?" kimi says.
"he told me two days isn't enough, because it's still not enough." i say, feeling ashamed.
"but, your going to eat more, right? your going to build it up, yeah?" ollie says, comforting me.
"yeah." i reply quietly.
"well, i reckon your going to get sent to the medical centre, and your going to have to meet with the fia." kimi says.
"what, why?" i reply.
"they will do checks to see if your fit to race, which you are, but they have too."
"no, no i don't want all this... this fuss!"
"i know you don't, but i don't think you get a say in this." i say softly.
"it's my life! why shouldn't i?"
"well, because you passed out."
"no, did i?" she says, getting annoyed.
"i know this is shit lina, this is pretty much your worst nightmare, but you can get through it, with help."
"feels like it's never going to end sometimes."
"baby, don't say that, it will end, i promise you."
"maybe, but still, everyone has seen me black out now. netflix will be having a bloody field day." she jokes, looking up at me and kimi before all three of us begin to laugh.
"what a way to boost the mood eh? taking the piss out of netflix."
"i bet they are already coming up with a title, the weight of pressure."
"they should seriously consider hiring you." kimi says.
"no, i get paid enough with aston martin." she says, finally with a smile back on her face.
"how about i go find jules?" kimi says.
"okay." she replies, nodding.
"oh, actually- what happened about the podium?" she asks.
"i think they cancelled it." kimi says before leaving the room.
angel's pov:
"i think they cancelled it."
they cancelled it? the podium which ollie worked so hard this weekend to get on? that lando worked incredibly hard yesterday to qualify at the start of the grid? all because of me, they don't get to celebrate that.
i felt so incredibly guilty, more than i ever have done about myself.
"angel?" ollie says.
"i'm so sorry, i didn't mean for the podium to get cancelled, you deserved to be up there, to get that trophy-"
"i don't care about a trophy." he interrupts me.
"but you-"
"no, ang, i would give up anything to make sure your okay. you know that. you mean more to me than any silly trophy. okay? i love you."
"i love you too." i say, smiling at him.
"now come on, let's get you back to your garage, where you can eat." he says, standing up before helping me up, then keeping an arm around my waist.
"you know what i really want?" i say, looking up at ollie.
"go on."
"chocolate."
"well then, it's a good job i bought you some yesterday hm?"
"very good job." i say, smiling at him.
ollie walked me back to aston martin, and refused to leave until jules was back to look after me, before i finally managed to shoo him off back to haas. i had something i wanted to do- well, after my trip to the medical centre.
"i see absolutely no point in this." i say, complaining for the 10th time.
"well the stewards do. and it's just a check up, it won't take longer than maybe 20 minutes. then it's back to the garage, a meeting, a small video for instagram, then your free to leave with ollie." he says.
"i thought i didn't have to do any media."
"well yes, then you fainted."
"surely that should get me out of media even more?"
"it's just a 20 second video, saying that your okay and a little about the win that's all."
"about that actually...."
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