second chances ~ ollie bearman (2)

part 48

a few days later...

after a very exhausting two weeks, me and ollie were back home in milton keynes, back to our apartment. although we had three weeks until the next race, i still had a day to spend in aston martin which i had to leave for in about an hour.

ollie wasn't awake yet, so i was trying to stay as quiet as possible whilst getting ready for day.
whilst i was tidying up, i feel two strong arms wrapping around my waist, a head resting on my shoulder.

"good morning." ollie grumbles.

"how did you sleep?" i ask, ruffling his hair whilst i turn to face him.

"good, except you weren't there this morning."

"i just wanted to let you sleep in." i say, kissing his cheek.

"we should eat before you go." ollie says.

"its okay, i'll eat at aston martin." i reply.

"no."

"no?"

"no, your staying here until you eat." he says, looking at me, his eyes filled with worry.

"what? ollie why are you being like this?" i say.

"because im not stupid ang! and it kills me to see you like this." he says.

"like what!" i shout.

"you aren't eating again!" he shouts back and i couldn't bring myself to reply, and i stand there in silence.

"i'm sorry for shouting, but it isn't good for you." he says softly, his gaze softening.

"i'm sorry, i'm really sorry." i say, shaking my head and looking down.

"hey, no. i'm banning the word again okay?" ollie says, lifting my face to look at him.

"i love you so much, i always will do."

"i love you." i reply, before wrapping my arms around ollie in a hug.

we stand there for a good while, before ollie pulls away to make something for us to eat together.

"do you want to talk about it yet?" he asks.

"not yet."

"you can talk to me whenever you need too okay baby?" he says, and i nod.

he brings over two bowls of yoghurt with toppings and places one in front of me, and one in front of him.

"are you not cold without a shirt on?" i ask.

"it's getting to summer, so no." he replies, laughing before taking a bite whilst i was hesitant too, just moving it around in the bowl.

"come on ang." he says, taking my hand in his. i sigh whilst picking up the spoon and picking up the yoghurt and eat it. i shouldn't be doing this.

"keep going." he says, stroking my hand with his thumb. i carry on eating, until i was finished, and ollie finally lets me get up from the table.

"ollie, i need to go or im going to be late." i say, ollie wrapping his arms around me and not letting me move.

"nooo, don't go." he says.

"i'm sorry, i have to go." i say, as he finally lets me leave.

i ended up staying at headquarters for 12 hours, and once i was home i was exhausted. but still, ollie was waiting up for me.

"hey, how was it?" he asks, and i just shake me head, hugging him.

"hey, hey what happened?" he asks, stroking me back.

"i'm going back on a meal plan." i say finally.

"oh baby." he says, knowing how hard it was for me last time. and last time he knew what was happening, and this time he didn't.

"angel, and another thing is that your going back on a meal plan, just to gain some more muscle and weight to maximise race potential"

"i don't want too." i say, shaking my head.

"i know baby, i know. but it will help you. and i will help you too, okay?" ollie says, to comfort me.

"it couldn't be at a worse time."

"let's not think about that. how about a movie in bed?" ollie suggests, pulling away to wipe my tears.

"sounds perfect." i reply, smiling a little up at ollie.

"see you there in 10 minutes."

|| authors note ~ poor angel, don't worry i think your going to love the next few chapters