nearly two hours had passed before i finally found ollie and kimi, and they were both very drunk. even more than me. although, i wasn't that drunk even though i had a few drinks.
"let's go to another club!" kimi says, ollie agreeing immediately.
"no- come on. your both drunk." i say, laughing a little.
"please." ollie says.
"fine, but only for thirty minutes." i say, before following them out of the club.
for some reason, i decided to let the two drunk people lead the way to the next club.
"kimi are you sure this is the right way?" i ask, whilst ollie's arm was around my waist.
"uhm... no?" he says, and we stop where we were walking.
"right, i'll call us a taxi to take us home." i say, taking my phone out my bag.
"nooo baby." ollie says.
"you two are so drunk, your worse than me. so yes i'm taking you home." i say, squeezing his face gently as we hear someone calling our names.
"could i get a photo?" the person asks, walking over to us.
"of course!" i reply, smiling whilst all three of us take a photo with her.
then, ollie and kimi start pulling faces at each other whilst i just hide my face in shame.
"they got a little drunk, i apologise for them." i say, laughing a little before saying goodbye to the fan.
"okay, let's get you two sat down." i say, guiding them towards a bench as kimi nearly falls.
once they were sat down, i order the taxi which thankfully was only 5 minutes away.
"you two are going to regret this tomorrow." i say, ruffling ollie's hair before resting my head on his shoulder.
"my gorgeous baby." ollie says, whilst kimi pulls a face and i couldn't help laugh a little.
"i love you." i mutter.
"i love you too." he replies, resting his head on top of mine.
"i'm bringing my girlfriend next time." kimi says, shaking his head.
"WHAT!" my and ollie say at the same time, him a little less expressive then me.
"what did i say?" kimi asks.
"you have a girlfriend?" i ask.
"how did you know?" he says, shocked, and i couldn't help but laugh.
"you just said."
"no i didn't." he very obviously lies.
"this is a conversation for tomorrow." i say. as the taxi pulls up and i help the two boys up and held them to the taxi without tripping over the air.
finally, we get home and i was exhausted despite how good the day had been. but still, one of the best days of my life. because i had ollie, and everyone that i love.
i lead ollie into my room, before making sure kimi gets to his room quietly.
(italian)
"stay in here, don't wake mama up." i say.
"yes ma'am." he says, drunkenly saluting me.
"good night kimi." i say, turning and walking out of his room, and back to mine where ollie was lying in bed already.
(english)
"finally your back!" ollie says, holding his arms open for me to join him in bed.
"i'll come join you in a few minutes okay?" i say.
"why not now?" he complains.
"i need to change, and get you and kini some medication so you don't have a headache in the morning." i say, kissing his forehead and ruffling his hair.
15 minutes later, i was finally crawling into bed with ollie, resting my head on his chest.
"ang, ANG, wake up!" ollie says, shaking me gently, but harsh enough to wake me up. he was scared, scared about my screaming.
i flinch, and immediately sit up, my whole body sweating and tears falling down my face.
"hey, hey, your okay. it was just a nightmare yeah?" ollie says, reaching out to hold my hand but i flinch away, but i regret the action immediately seeing his reaction. it wasn't as if i could have stopped it.
"i-i'm sorry ollie." i say, trying to get my breath back.
"don't worry about it, just a nightmare." ollie says again, comforting me.
"y-yeah." i say, trying to give him a reassuring smile.
"are you alright?... can i hug you?" he asks, and i nod, leaning in as he gently wraps his arms around me, pulling me into his chest as the sobs turns to quiet tears.
"your okay." he says, placing a hand on the back of my head.
"i-i'm sorry for waking you." i whisper.
"you don't need to apologise baby, it's not your fault." he says, in his soothing voice that i love.
"do you want to try and get back to sleep? or we can stay awake and watch a movie if you would like?" he suggests, gently stroking me back.
"we can go to sleep." i say, before lying down on his chest once again, his arm protectively around me as he reassures me that it was only a dream, and whatever it was, it wasn't true.
it wasn't long before he was back asleep again, which left me with a little bit of comfort. but i couldn't sleep again.
this is what it's like most nights, or at least had been. i thought it would stop now that ollie was back, and it did stop for a little while. but they are back happening now. i would just need to find a way to hide it from him, as much as it will pain me to keep a secret from him. it's for the best.
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