part 91

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i make my way back to the table, and sit down in my seat, grabbing the attention of everyone.

"hey, you good?" ollie asks.

"yeah, i'm great." i reply, smiling across at him before leaning forward to kiss him, not noticing eli with her phone out.

"awh." she says, looking at her phone.

"did you just take a photo?" i ask, as she nods before showing me.

"awh." ollie says, putting his arm across the back of my chair.

"you want me to take another?" she offers, and i immediately agree. i love photos with ollie, it's another chance for me to admire his beauty without staring at him. although, i believe that it should be made completely normal to stare at your boyfriend.

"look at this one, your so cute." eli says, showing us another photo.

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"awh." i say, smiling across at ollie.

"ill send you both them." she says, as the food arrives.

i was handed a plate of steak, as doesn't everyone else. well, it wasn't like we were going to get much else, we were at a steak restaurant.

you've had steak from here before, it's fine. it's not going to kill you. it's good for you. just be normal.

i guess i would have completely left the conversation, my mind taken up with the thought of food, which always made it worse. but i wanted to get better, and so i kept myself in the conversation, taking a bite every now and then.

and for once, i really didn't feel stressed whilst at the table. and i liked it. if i keep going, i can feel like this always.

just under an hour later, we left the restaurant, and we were all waiting for our taxi to drive us to the arena.

"you okay?" ollie asks, squeezing my hand.

"yeah, i'm great." i say, smiling up at him before resting my head on his shoulder.

"good." he replies, smiling back at me as the taxi arrives.

i ended up sat next to eli, whilst ollie and kimi sat opposite us. the drive wasn't supposed to be long, 15 minutes maximum. but turns out, the driver was a huge  f1 fan, and played us music on the radio, obviously ollie and kimi wanted to listen to taylor swift.

i would confidently say those two are her biggest fans. but even so, they were great to watch and laugh at.

"we should go on tour." kimi says, after finishing a song.

"world tour baby." ollie says, laughing.

"do you think i could get a photo with you before you go?" the driver asks as we climb out of the taxi.

"of course." i reply, as eli offers to take the photo.

"thanks guys, tonight, best day of my life." he says, before taking his phone back and climbing into the car again.

"nice guy." ollie says, as he slips his arm around my waist as we head to a side entrance to get into the arena. for security reasons, we couldn't enter through the normal door. and when you hate queuing up for hours, it helps to be an f1 driver.

but finally, the arena was full of people, it was dark, the whole arena lit up with lights. and the concert had begun.

it was amazing, truly. we all sung our hearts out, mostly me and eli this time, but even so we got the boys to sing along too.

"oh, i love this song." i say as 'yellow' begins to play, looking back at ollie who had his arm around my waist, already looking at me.

"oh i wonder why?" he says, leaning down to kiss me.

flashback

it was one of the first nights in our milton keynes apartment, barely any furniture, yet ollie was determined to have fun in our bare apartment.

"do not start singing again please." i joke, lying against him as he starts playing music on his phone.

"can i have this dance m'lady?" he asks, smiling down at me.

"of course kind gentle man." i reply, as we both stand up, holding hands as 'yellow' by coldplay plays.

he spins me round, so he was stood behind me, and i was in front of him, his arms around me as we slowly danced to the song.

"and you know, you know i love you so." he sings along.

"you know i love you so." i sing back, smiling to myself.

"can i have this dance kind sir?" i say, smiling at him.

"of course m'lady." he says, as i turn to face him, placing my hand on his shoulders.

"and you know, you know i love you so."

"i love you." i say.

"oh really?" he jokes

"i love you too ang." he says almost immediately after.

"look at the stars, look at how the shine for you, and all the things you do ." ollie sings along to the end of the song, before leaning down to kiss me.

i kiss him back, moving my hand to his neck, smiling against his lips as the band begin to play 'a sky full of stars' and kimi jokingly pulls us apart.

|| authors note ~ hope you enjoy! sorry it's taken so long to come out, i've just had no motivation to write recently. 🫶🏼

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