My Sister's Boyfriend (Still Editing)

Chapter 29: Decision Making

(EDITED)

Okay. I can't decide.

Yes, I want to be with him or no I don't have feeling for him anymore. I need advise. I search the web on my phone, then it hits me. On Young &Hungry, Sophia tells Gabby that you know you like a guy if  the kiss feels majical. I love Jason, apperiently.

But it's never going to happen Vicki.

Jesus, Vicki! What is 'guy hopping' your thing now? Damn it should become a fuckin sport now thanks to me. I go from Jeremy, to Jason, to John. Next is Cameron, then some other stranger. Wow, at least now I have a new nickname for myself. Ill call myself "slut", yeah, that sounds like me. What am I going to do? I still love Jason, I will always love Jason.

After like, what seemed an hour of thinking to myself in bed, I finally decided Jason. We had so much in common and at a time we really did love each other, I was just hoping I could feel what it is liked to be loved again. John and I can still be friends. I just have to tell him the truth about Jason, not the whole truth, like how he is cheating on my sister and all, but just tell him he is my boyfriend not my brother.Now that I think about it, I don't know why I didn't just tell him we we're dating in the first place, then maybe he wouldn't have came over me, like some player.

Ugh. Im so stupid! My thoughts start to slip away as I fall asleep back in my bed. 

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I am woken by someone tapping lightly on my shoulder, but being in my sleepy state, I dismiss it. I'm soon hugged in a warm chest as arms wrap around my tiny body. I imminently know its Jason, the devil himself. 

Jason and I still had a shaky past, but I guess he's forgiving me now. I mean, he is hugging me while I'm trying to sleep. Although, I would get mad at anyone for waking me up, I don't mind the comfort. 

"Where is Brianna?" I ask him.

"Who?" He asks. Did Jason's voice get lighter, more high pitch than usual.

"Who? Very funny-" I say picking my head up to look at him, but notice it's John, instead. "Oh my God!" I freak and roll off the bed. Onto my floor. "How-?"

"Did I get your address? Your brother told me. Do you live in a different house as your brother?" he cuts me off.

"Wait, my brother? You mean Jason?"

"Yeah, what's up with him he looks like he wants to kill me."

"John, right now, I want to kill you." I run out of the room in my pajamas and put in my slippers, I grab the keys to the car me and my sister drive and stormed out the door, leaving John still in my house.

How did he even get into my house? And why was he practically feeling me up in my bed? 

Now, I'm pissed. He basically just ruined the one thing I had that was going somewhat good. I admit, Jason's and I's relationship wasn't good, but its decent with it's tiny perks. 

OMG. He did not just...No, no, no. Jason, poor Jason. Ugh, what did he do! I practically speed to Jason's house almost getting myself in a car crash with some idiot on the road.

Once I get to his house, I open the door to find Jason on the couch, staring at a black screen of the TV, holding a glass of wine or some sort of liquor.

Shit.