Lay Me By Your Side

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Matteo's POV

...until now, masakit pa din ....but i need to live my life without her ...i need to start living my life without Sarah ...

"Ivan,where are you??"

"hey, im here at your office, im watching TV ...may inaabangan lang"

"what???"

"sunday ngayon Bro,ano ka ba..pumunta ka muna dito sa opisina may papanood ako sa yo..dalian mo"

"ok ..im coming"

its sunday ....andito ako ngayon sa Cebu para tingnan ng personal ang construction ng bagong hotel-resort ko ..malapit na itong matapos ...interior na lang ang kulang at by next month, opening na nito .. 24 hours na ang labor para matapos ito sa tinakdang deadline..

..di ko namalayang mag aapat na buwan na pala ako nandito ...4 months ...empty and incomplete ..

Ivan kept me company the whole time ...aminin man nito o hindi,alam kong nagrereport ito kina mommy at daddy ...

"hoy Ivan ,ano ba yang pinapa-"

..its her ...she's on tv ..after almost 4 months, ngayon ko lang ulit nakita si Sarah ...she is still very beautiful ..and she seems happy ...

..wala akong naintindihan sa interview sa kanya,im too focused on her..God knows how much i missed her ...

"hey Bro , umupo ka ..wag kang tumunganga jan"

"shut up bro!"

"oh damn, who's that guy!!!shit Matt, may karibal ka!!"

"shut up!!!" sino bang abnormal na yan ..abat, kung makaakbay sa Sarah ko,akala mo kung sino ah ..

..shit!!!why do i feel this way ...ano ba Matt...masaya na sya..hindi ikaw ang pinili nya ...ayan oh, may iba na sya ..pero damn!!!!

"wow!!!did you hear that!!! ..hey Matt,narinig mo yun!!!"

"ano!!!patayin mo na yang tv na yan!!!"

"that asshole just said I love your princess,Philippines ..nadale sya ng charm ni Sarah ,bro..he loves Sarah!!!, "

"i dont give a damn!!!" sabi ko sabay kuha ng remote at pinatay ang t.v ...

..i heard what that asshole said!!!bwiset na americanong yun!!i wanna ring his neck for touching my Sarah ..i wanna kick hard his balls for announcing to the world that he loves my Sarah!!!

..shit!!!,why do i still feel this things????!!!dapat ko syang kamuhian dahil karera nya lang ang importante sa kanya!!!i should hate her for turning her back on me ..

..my mind tells me to hate her,but my Heart has its own mind ..God, i still love her so much ....and looking at her with another man kills me slowly inside ....

"abat!!!ang k.j mo Matt ha!!di pa tapos ang interview ni Sarah ....dont tell me youre still affected"

"i dont wanna talk about this ,Ivan!!"

"you sure?? ..pwde mo naman syang puntahan ..kausapin ...tanungin..."

"i dont give a damn..i dont care ...i dont love her anymore..i hate her!!" labas sa ilong na sabi ko ...pero deep in my heart, im lying ..im a great lier!!!