Lay Me By Your Side

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kinakabahan ako habang hawak hawak ang box na regalo ni Sarah sa akin exactly one year ago ....

..i opened it ...at naluha ako sa nakita ko ..

a letter....

"hi MatMat ko,habang binabasa mo ito ngayon,malamang nasa USA na ako at nakikipagsapalaran ..please forgive me for not fighting for you, im so sorry for leaving you ...Mahal na Mahal kita .....sana mahintay mo ako ..

..ps. ,wala ako maisip na ibang bagay na maibibigay sayo except this watch ...at the back of this watch engraved our names..i love you so much :(

...i was crying while reading her letter...i flipped back the watch to see our names engraved ... "Matt & Sarah" ...i felt a lump on my throat, ..

...all the time ,she was hurting for leaving me,.she has her reasons why at ako tong selfish,,hindi man lang naisip ang kalagayan nya ...

..."dont worry Love, ill do whatever it takes to have you back in life again ." pangako ko sa sarili ...

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"Congratulations!!!!Thailand was a blast!!!Japan here we come..and of course ,our final leg will be on your own country,Sarah!! masayang sigaw ni Grayson ...

"thanks Gray! ..congrats to us!!"

"oh by the way, i want to give you this ..a token of our friendship"

"oh wow!!!how'd you know its my favorite ???"

"because ...... i just know" sabi nito sabay wink ..

"im gonna wear this now" excited na sabi ko sabay tangal ng stilettos ko ..Gray just gave me a slippers...may mga butingting ito,kaya masyado akong natuwa.. Gray is so sweet..ganito ito, kada tapos ng concert,kung anu ano ang ibinibigay nito sa akin ...

"wait,let me post this on twitter" at piniktyuran nga ni Gray ang slippers ko ..

"what did you put on captions?" tanong ko

"Popstar slippers ..what else would you like to put??

"ahnnmm..nothing ,just post it now" pagkuway sabi ko .

"dang!!your fanbase is so damn great..my notifications might explode anytime now" natatawang sabi nito ...actually, ininform ko na sya na pag once may mapost sya na connected sa akin tiyak kong sabog ang notifications nya ...

"hey let me see ..." kinuha ko phone nya at tiningnan ito ...ang daming retweets and favorites ....

...matagal na din ako di nakapag online ...ang tagal ko na di nakapag update ..iniwasan ko talaga ang pag update sa social media dahil na din sa mga issues ...sensitive ako pagdating sa mga issues..

...as i was browsing his twitter,... i saw a photo of Matt kissing a woman!!!

...hindi ito maari....hindi ...hindi pwede ....

..parang gusto kong ibato ang cellphone ni Gray sa sobrang inis at selos!!!

"arggghh" naiinis kong sabi sabay bigay ng phone ulit kay Gray