Front Row Ticket

2h.

special chapter eleven.
l u k e
(duh)

Brynn's mom came rushing in her room the next day. Her cheeks were so puffed and it's obvious she's been crying the whole time.

Brynn still hasn't wake up. The doctor couldn't tell when will she be able to wake up. Even if just been less than 24 hours, it feels like she left me again.

Ashton and Calum left the hospital hours ago, because they need to talk to the management. We still have a number of concerts left, and if I don't go, then things will be fucked up.

Oh wait, it already is.

Michael is getting some food now, but I don't want to eat. Believe it or not, but he's trying to wake her up by placing a Pikachu stuffed toy near her face.

I know he wants to cheer us up, but it's just not working. I didn't want to interfere the Mother-Daughter thing they had in her room, so i left.

I sat on the bench and stared at the wall. How did we get here? Why did all of these happen so fast?

Suddenly, someone sat next to me. It was my brother, Jack. "Sup bro," he said.

"Hi," I whispered, not really in the mood to talk.

"I'm sorry about what happened," he said.

"Don't be sorry, because she's not even gone yet," I answered him back; pissed. Why would he even say sorry?

"That's what we felt 19 years ago. When we thought we were going to lose you. But look, you're 21, alive and well."

"What are you talking about, Jack?"

"You were diagnosed with Lung Cancer as well. You were a premature baby, came out of mum 2 months earlier that the supposed date. Because of that, your lungs weren't fully developed."

"The doctor said you were fine and ready to be discharged months after you were in the incubator. Then a year later, you couldn't breathe, you kept crying."

How come I didn't know about this? Why didn't they tell me?

"It took probably 2 years, till you got better. We didn't want to tell you because we want you to feel normal as if nothing ever happened to you before. But I guess this was the perfect time to tell you that."

"Sometimes you have to let go even if you don't want to. Why? because you're being selfish. You don't want her alive and well on the other side. You want her alive for yourself, but think what's she's going through. Just to make you feel better. That's what I learned."

Is it really wrong that I want her alive, beside me even if I know she's suffering?

I stood up and hugged Jack. I don't know, I felt like I need it for whatever what can happen next.

Almost as if in cue, her mother went out. "Luke, I'm gonna be by the nurse's office. It may take a while," she rubbed her nose.

I nodded and looked at Jack once more. I entered the room. I smiled at her, even if I know she couldn't see me.

My eyes started to water but I'm trying my hardest not to cry. I sat next to her, and held her hand.

I looked at her, but I feel gripped my hand for a second. I frantically looked at my hand, and there it is, she moved!

I stood up and placed my hand on her cheek. "Brynn? Brynn, do you hear me?"

She slowly opened her eyes and she smiled at me when she saw me.

"Hi! Hi, Brynn. I don't know what to say, but I love you. I love you very much, I don't want to lose you at all, but if you decide to leave me, it's fine, I understand. I love you, and that's all that matters."

She smiled, moved her head facing the ceiling and closed her eyes. "I..." she breathed. "Love.... You.... too...."

I feel really bad that I had to make her say that, but that made me feel better somehow. I noticed she started to breathe heavily and I started to panic.

I pressed the button behind her bed and called for the nurse. "Hang in there, I'm gonna call the nurse."

I ran outside the room and instructed Jack to call the doctors and nurses. I ran back in the room when I saw some nurses and doctors running in.

The doctor started using his stethoscope and placing it in her chest. Two nurses started unbuckling her bed and moving her.

"Where are you taking her?" I screamed.

"Please calm down, sir.  We're taking her to ER."

We arrived in the ER, but they wouldn't let me in. "Brynn! I love you!" I screamed before the shut the door closed.

A/N:
took forever to update, but its fine im alive 😊

ps i still havent talked to him  😞
although we do look at each other in class but idk okay bye 😌