The Top Spot ( TAGALOG )

Chapter 31

Fheiy's PoV

Ilang araw na ang nakalipas, pero parang kahapon lang ang lahat, lumayo na ako sa mga kaibigan ko kina Maggie at Gigi, madalas ko ng kasama ang mommy ko, so lagi akong nasa family business namin after ng class, mas lalo ko ng nakilala si Mommy, kung pano sya ka-hardworking eh noon, kung magsumbat ako sa kanya grabe ! Like she didn't do anything right for me, but I saw how she worked her ass off for me to buy this branded bag and shoes that I wore everyday. She build a freaking big business by herself, she did it all by herself, being a responsible mom for us her kids, and a generous, powerful business woman extraordinare. I didn't know anything about this because I am too blinded by Maggies thoughts and opinions. She corrupted my mind on how I see things, on how my mom treat me.

She make me believe na parehas lang kami ng situation, yes I saw how her mom treat her, and now I know why her mom and also her family treat her that way cause she is freaking insane ! I even saw her mom cried once when Maggie, slam the car's door infront of her mom because she wasnt allowed to go out. She wants to get what she wanted, she is a twisted insane bratinella ! I don't know how she has the nerves to act like she is a freaking victim all the time !

I have failed myself, I let that bitch run my life ! ! I'm not an idiot, I'm smart ! And I let this bitch decide on what clothes and perfume I am going to wear ! I know I am really in gratitude when she made her way for me to be included to the Top Spot, its a bit dirty but I really need it at that time, because Mom, gave me an ultimatum. And I have to admit, a little fame and a bit of a celebrity life that the TopSpot gave me goes behind every nerves of my body and air filled my head, having a clique that is famous and boys always drool and talk about, its not a new thing for me but It did fascinate me ! Maybe that is reason why I did let this freaking sht happen !

"Diana ?" Sabi ko ng makita ko ang pamilyar na likod ni Diana, sunod ko namang nakita si Rica
Si Diana nga...
Agad agad akong nagtago sa shelves ng mga itlog, nagtaka naman agad si Mom.
"What are you doing there ? Are you hiding from someone?" Tanong ni Mom
"Obviously..." I whispered

Pagkatapos mawala sa paningin ko sina Diana, lumabas na rin ako sa pinagtataguan ko.
"Tell me, what is really happening here? I can't make up with your excuses Fheiy, its been 3 days since you've been acting weird, you don't go out with your friends anymore...its not that I don't like you being with me, but it really bothers me to witness this sudden changes." Sabi sa akin ni Mom habang nakahawak sa kamay ko
"Sorry mom, honestly, I'm not okay, a lot of things...terrible things happened and I maybe one of the reason why it did happen, I don't know mom but I think I messed up. I did cause someone's pain, and I don't know if what I know right now will help that person to mend those wounds that I indirectly gave." I almost teared out dahil sa nasa public place kami kaya siguro napigilan ko pa

"Is that what is in this letter ?" Mom pulled the letter in my handbag

Tumango na lang ako

"You are old enough to make a decision, you caused someone's pain, take responsibility, you are a big girl now, the courage that you have when you didnt think about what she will going to feel when you are just planning all those things you think you did to her , triple it up but this time use it to face her ! Put on your big pants, you cause this then you have to do something, ifyou think this letter will help you and to that someone positive man yan o negative, its the intention that counts. And don't forget to apologize, now go ! Puntahan mo na si Diana." Bigay nya sa akin ng letter na ginawa ko

"Kilala mo sya ? Mom?" Gulat kong tanong
"San ba sa tingin mo ako nag papacater pa lagi at mga take outs ko ? Kaklase ko dati ang nanay nyan nung highschool, kaya kilala ko sila." Nakangiting sagot ni Mom
"Close po kayo?"Tanong ko
"Oo, madalas ko ng nakakachikahan ang mag iina, lalo na nung namatay yung padre de pamilya, Mabait na bata si Diana, kaya nga nagtataka ako kung bakit suklam na suklam ka sa kanya , naisip kong siguro dahil magkaiba kayo ng kinalakihan." Kwento nya
"O, mom you are going to blame yourself again? It is me who caused this. Ako ang may kasalanan nito mom. Alam ba nyang nanay kita ?" Tanong ko
"Well, tuwing grocery lang naman tayo magkasama siguro nakikita nya na din tayo." Sagot nya