The Other Women and the Man Hater's Heart

Chapter 56 *Wall post*

Point Of View

-Sab Lopez-

It's been a week since malaman ni Kendra ang lahat. JD and I have tried our best to talk to her pero pinag-tataguan nya yata kame. She's rarely even home, sabi ni tita ay malamang alam ni Kendra that they'll try totalk her out na makipag-bati sa amin kaya pati sila ay hindi nya muna kinakausap. Sabi pa ni Tita maybe Kendra just need some time kaya naman hinayaan muna namen sya ni JD.

Sobrang sakit sa akin ng mga nangyayari because ang turingan namen ni Kendra ay parang magkapatid na and knowing kung gaano kasama ang tingin nya sa amin ngayon, that's what really hurts. Matatanggap ko pa if othet people would judge me because I know na may mali rin naman talaga ako pero yung si Kendra ang ganyan ang tingin sa akin, yun ang masakit. At lalo pa akong naguilty dahil pati siJulian ay nadamay, akala kasi ni Kendra ay kasabwat namen si Julian from keeping our secret pero he knew nothing about it.I know Julian is sincere with Kendra and I hope he won't give up on her easily.

Isa nalang talaga ang kinakapitan ko ngayon sa lahat ng nangyayari. I can have the whole world turn their back on me but I'll still be the devil beside him, I'll never leave Harry.

Napa-tingin ako sa orasan, it's already 10pm.

I've been waiting for Harry to call, he usually calls me at around 8pm to ask me how was my day. Kinakabahan na ako, usually he'd tell me kung male-late ang tawag nya or he'd call me early pag may gagawin sya, pero anong oras na hindi pa sya tumatawag at hindi naman sya nagpa-alam or anything. Baka kung ano nang nangyari sa kanya, so I tried calling him na pero busy yung phone nya.

I don't understand, bakit busy yung phone nya? Bakit hindi pa sya tumatawag.

Kanina pa koi sip ng isip about sa problem namen ni JD kay Kendra and I really need Harry right now, kaya nag-aalala na ko dahil kung may mangyari sa kanya lalong hindi ko na kakayanin ang mga nangyayari.

I opened my facebook account to seeif he was Online, but he wasn't so I decided to view his profile to see if may status update sya about somewhere na pupuntahan nya or what na maybe he just forgot to tell me. Pero para yatang gumuho ang buong mundo ko when I saw his profile, there was a wall post from...

Althea, his girlfriend.

And here's what it said:

Hey Honey, I know I'm still on the phone with you but I couldn't help myself. I just wanna tell you how much I've missed this, how much I've missed hearing your voice everytime you call me at 8pm and ask me how was my day. Akala ko hindi na mauulit 'to, nag-tatampo na nga ako kasi after our cool off and getting back together you stopped calling me, but tonight you really surprised me. Anyways I just wanna tell the whole world how special you've made my day today. I love you Honey! - Thea

Halos madurog ang puso ko, napahawak ako sa dibdib ko just to make sure hindi sya tumigil sa pag-tibok dahil pakiramdam ko nasira sya. I was worried sick, wondering why he hasn't called and then I find out why in the most painful way and the most heart-breaking reason.

Ang sabi nya ako na ang mahal nya, he said na hindi nya lang magawang iwan si Althea kasi may sakit sya. He said the only reason he stayed by her side is because she needs him but now the only one he needs is me. I gave up so much for him, pumayag akong maging no.2 nya, I even ended up hurting my bestfriend. Pero ano 'to? Ano ngayon ang nangyayari?

I used to feel like the luckiest girl everytime he'd call me at 8pm just to ask me how was my day, I thought I was living every girl's dream but now, it'slike my dream had turned into a nightmare. He used to do that to his girlfriend all the time, ibig sabihin all this time I was like, just a replacement? At ngayong okay na ulit sila nung girlfriend nya, ganun na lang yun? Ngayong sila na ulit, sya na ulit ang tatawagan nya?

Bakit ba ako nagkaka-ganito? Eh diba sa umpisa pa lang he only asked me to stay until it hurts? Ano bang ibig sabihin nito, does this mean hindi na masakit? Does this mean hindi na nya ako kailangan? Ganun na lang ba talaga yun?

I know I'm no longer his angel, but does this mean I'm no longer his devil too?