Stardust // Kim Taehyung

Chapter 16

Hyera's POV

I stayed up the whole night thinking.

How dare he lie to me about being sick for a day when he's actually not going to be sitting beside me for the whole month?

I haven't been in Twitter for so long. I don't know what came to me, but i looked it up as I was done with my homework. The trendings were exciting, the first three caught my sight.

#방탄소년단DEBUT
#BTSDEBUT
#BANGTANBOYSDEBUT

Wow they're really debuting in a month or so. I scrolled through all the tweets from the trendings.

[130507] BigHit's new boy group called BTS (방탄고년단) seen shooting for their upcoming debut.

Then there's a picture attached to it. I clicked it open and a picture of Namjoon and Yoongi appeared. I called him to ask where he is because it doesn't look like they're in Seoul in the picture.

"Hello?"

"Yah how could you leave me like that!!"

"Uhh I gave you a note didn't I? How was school?"

This oppa is so... How can he still act cool after leaving his little sister alone at home?!

"It was boring since the alien wasn't in class due to fever."

"Fever?"

"Yeah but i went to his house, he didn't answer the intercom so i thought he's resting. I just got back from his place though"

"Oh...."

And there was a loud silence between us through the phone.

"So oppa, where are you at? Did you guys go visit V?"

"Umm. About that, Hyera.."

"Hm?"

"We're in Namyangju. And we're coming back in about 3 weeks or so. We'd have to do a lot of photoshoots and stuff, you know.."

"wHAT?! How about V?"

"He's here, with us.."

"But-"

"Uh, i got to go. Take care princess. Be safe, i don't want to lose my little sister because i'll be in big trouble if i do. Bye bye!"

The call ended, leaving me speechless.

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Iljoo kept asking me wether i'm okay because he said i look like a zombie. Well maybe i am a zombie. I don't understand why am i upset about Taehyung lying saying he's sick.

Sunhi dropped me off at home since i barely have the energy to walk on my own. I took a warm shower and made myself a simple lunch consisting nuggets and fries that i bought the other day.

Whilst eating and watching the tv, Yoongi called. That's how it is for a few weeks. I go to school, being the weak self i am and study, walk back home and take a nice shower, having self-made lunch which i'm not even sure if it's tasty and talking to Yoongi if he's given any break time.

Suga is a great brother, he cares but he doesn't show it to me when he's home. Times like this is when he often shows his soft side, Im lucky. Though i'm secretly waiting for Tae to call me but i know that won't happen. He hates me now, he's not even making any efforts to fix this up.

I don't want to ask Yoongi, but i wonder how Tae's doing there. Is he living his life? If he is, then i should too. I should consider accepting Iljoo's confession.

Should i?

I know it won't be a good idea, but when will i learn to love when i don't give myself the chance to try? Also, I feel like i'm doing this because there's something about myself that i can't really seem to understand.

I feel like im desperate for love.

No. I'm not desperate for anything. I'm just

lonely..