Solo Dms • Mgc

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Hannah's POV

A lot has happened these last couple of days. It all confused me quite a lot honestly. I basically begged Michael for sex and he said no and gave me a answer as it wasn't special enough. I saw the tweets including his tweets and I broke down. I was wondering why he wouldn't tell me but it's also pretty obvious why he wouldn't tell me. He held me for hours before we fell asleep which was amazing. Today is the last day we had in Sydney before he finished off there last shows of the tour. I wanted to spend today with my mom which he was okay with thankfully. It was about 3 in the morning right now and I couldn't sleep. I watched Michaels chest rise up and down as he breathed in and out. I know I had to be careful not to wake him up because all I wanted to do is watch him. I unrolled from his embrace and replaced myself with a pillow. The feeling of emptiness hit me hard but I went downstairs anyway. I went into the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water. No matter what I have tried I just can't sleep tonight. I leaned up against his counter and drank the water then rinsed out my glass. I went back up stairs and opened the balcony doors making sure to be quite enough that I don't wake Michael. I watched the empty night with the occasional car passing. The world was asleep and I should be too but it's almost impossible for me to sleep right now. I don't know what is keeping me up I just can't sleep. I stay out for hours and don't realize that the sun was going to rise anytime now. I hear the door crack open but I'm not bothered to turn around. I assume it's Michael but God am I wrong.

"Hi Hannah." My dad calls out. I turn around instantly to be horrified with the sight of my dad.

"What are you doing here- where's Michael? Did you hurt him?" I start crying. He inches closer and holds his hand out to touch my face. He puts his finger on my chin.

"Nothing's wrong with your ugly boyfriend. I just hit him a few times." He says. I'm sobbing at this point and I run past him. He grabs me by the arm and pulls me back around.

"Trying to leave me again yeah?" He says with a smirk on his face. He throws his hand up and smacks me across the face. I fall down and hold my face. "Your boyfriend you call your everything is gone. He's moved on to another girl. He hates you with everything he has. Do you really think he could love someone he met on Twitter? Hell I know you in real life and I hate you." He laughs.

"Stop!" I scream. I'm kicking and screaming and need this to end. Why did he have to come back? Why would he say that about Michael? I thought he was locked up? I was kicking and screaming before Michael shook me awake.

"Babe! Babe what's wrong!?" He shouted out. I grabbed his neck and pulled my face into his. He pet my hair in a attempt to calm me down. I don't know where that came from but it terrified me.

"Michael, please tell me you love me and be honest. Don't say you love me just to say it. that's all I need right now." I say. I sound selfish and needy but it's really what I need right now.

"I love you with everything I have Hannah." He says shaky. I'm sure I've scared him but I'm scared too.

"I had a dream no nightmare  and my dad came back and told me that you moved on and hated me and that there was no way that you loved me just because we met on Twitter." I choked out. Thinking of what just happened scared me worse. Michael looked into my eyes and started tearing up a little.

"Babe, please don't ever think I don't love you. I love you with everything I have I will never give you up. Your my Hannah don't let anything tell you otherwise." He said. I cried a little more before I let myself sleep again only trusting myself to not have that dream again. Michael was still awake that morning when I woke up and looked more tired than I've ever seen him. His eyes were bloodshot and swollen and I only can imagine he was crying all last night.

"Babe, why do you look so tired? Is it because me?" I ask him. He shakes his head before pulling me closer. He kisses my forehead and mumbles something inaudible against my head.

"I really do love you Hannah." He says. I look into his eyes and start to get worried. 

"I love you too Michael. Listen nothing that happened last night was caused by you. It was just a stupid dream that I had. Please don't blame yourself for something that has nothing to do with you." I say. He shows me a weak small smile and kisses my lips.

"We need to get ready to go see your mom now." He says. I nod my head and pull us both up at the same time. Michael felt like he weighed nothing at the time which worried me greatly. I pulled his clothes off along with mine and we stepped into his shower we stood there and let the water soak us both. I rubbed some shampoo and conditioner in his hair and did the same to mine. I washed his body and mine along. When we were done we got out and I dried us off. He stepped into some sweats and a t shirt. I put on a pair of sweats as well and one of his shirts. We got into his car and drove to my moms car. I drove because Michael hasn't slept for a while. He lasted his head on my shoulder and we drove. We got to my moms house and I unlocked her door. The sting smell of food being made filled out noses and we walked into the kitchen where my mom was making lunch. I didn't realize that I woke up at around 11 so it's 1-ish right now. My mom turned around smiled and came up to us both. She hugged us and said her hellos before getting back to the food.

"You guys can go watch tv until lunch is done if you want." I nod and walk into our tv room and sit down beside Michael and cuddle into his neck. He kisses my head before his breathing changes signaling that he is sleeping. I follow him shortly after and we sleep for what felt like forever but was in reality only a few minutes.

A/n SOMETHING BIG IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN. Anyways, to the people who celebrate thanksgiving, happy thanks giving and thank you for reading!!!!