Solo Dms • Mgc

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It's been 2 weeks since Michael broke up with me. I've been around Luke a lot and he's helped me a lot. I haven't slept much these past couple of nights except for the nights that Luke would stay with me. I've cried more than I have talked or done anything else really. I haven't eaten anything other than the things that Luke would beg me to eat. It's currently 3 in the morning and Luke left about an hour ago. I pick up my phone and determine whether or not I should call Luke to come here or not. Before my mind could catch up I already was calling Luke.

"Hey babe. Are you okay?" Luke said groggily.

"Yeah. But I was wondering if you could come back over?" I ask. "I'm sorry for waking you up also." I apologize.

"Hey don't worry about it and of course I'll come over." He says. "I'll be there in a minute." He says and ends the call. I sigh and rub my hands over my face. I've been crying since Luke left. I hated crying. And I hated the fact that it was because Michael. I miss Michael so much. I wish I could call Michael over and just work things out with him but he would just ignore me. Minutes later I here a knock on my door and I walk to my door and open it. As soon as I see Luke I break into sobs and he wraps his arms around me immediately.

"Babe, what's wrong?" He asks petting my hair.

"I-I miss Michael." I admit. It feels as if tonight I can finally get it out.

"C'mere." Luke says putting his hands on my chin. My eyes meet his and he brings his mouth to mine. Our mouths move in sync. He pulls back all to soon and I close my eyes leaning against his chest.

"I'm sorry." I say. I hate having to tell him all my problems and I just hate putting all this on him.

"Hannah, don't worry about it." He says and tucks a piece of hair behind my ear.

"I'm sorry for putting all of my problems on you. I'm just really hurting right now." I say looking into his eyes.

"Hannah, I'm here for you babe. Don't worry about it." He says smiling.

"Thank you." I say and press my lips on his. He sighs happily and rests his forehead on mine.

"It's cold let's go inside." He says and leads me in. He puts his hand on the small of my back as we walk to my room. When we get in I lay down in my bed and he follows. And sits beside me and I decide it's a good time to open up.

"I miss Michael so much. I remember the nights that we would just lay together and laugh at the small things we both do or we would try to make the other laugh. I remember the sleepless nights where Michael would just let me talk or the nights that he would let me cry into his chest. I remember the times where he would comfort me when ever the hate got to much. I remember the nights he would sing me to sleep. I remember the nights he would kiss my nose when he wanted to talk and I was asleep. I remember the nights he would help me with my nightmares. I remember the nights he would would help when my dad was getting to me. I remember the nights we would FaceTime when I wasn't with him. I remember the first show I saw you all in. I remember that day at soundcheck when he asked me to be his girlfriend. I remember the day when we dyed our hair red together. I remember when we would sneak off to have sex. I remember when we met on Twitter and it was so amazing. I remember when up undo your band on YouTube and I fell in love. I remember  listening to your music when I was sad or when my dad did things. I remember the way Michael smelled. I remember the way he would look at me. I remember all the countless times he would tell me he loved me. I remember when he would kiss me. I remember the way his lips felt on mine. I remember the way our minds and personalities worked so well together. I remember the way he would cry in my shoulder when things get rough. I temper that night we went to the end of the tour party and he thought I cheated on him and he got really sad and he cried so I reassured him and he said he loved me and I got the biggest feeling in my stomach. I remember the first time we met, he didn't know what I looked like so I surprised him by jumping on his back. I cried meeting him for the first time. My whole world stood in front of me and it just took me to another world. I remember how passionate that first kiss was. He kissed me so hard and I just it made me feel so special. I remember his cuddles. I remember the first time we cuddled. It's something I'll never forget. I love him Luke. I hope he knows that." I say. A single tear fell down my face. I looked at Luke and he had a concerned expression on his face. 

"Babe, he loves you too. There's no doubting that. Michael had been a complete wreak without you. He has the biggest bags under his eyes from not sleeping and his eyes are so red from all the crying he's been doing. He was asleep the other night but I walked in the room and he was wide awake crying hugging a pillow saying your name over and over again. He's a wreak Hannah. He needs you. Don't doubt that." He said giving me a weak smile.

"I love him so much." I say.

"I love you so much." He says. I furrow my eyebrows together and before I can process what's happening his lips are on mine. I kiss back and push him back onto the bed so I'm lying on top of him. I pull back and lay my head on his chest. I sigh and close my eyes letting sleep take me over.

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"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I'm woken up by the sound of a screaming Calum. I open my eyes slowly and I look at Calum who's standing at my door.

"What the fuck man?" Luke asks underneath me.

"Since when are you and Hannah together? Hannah is Michaels girl!" Calum shouts. The fact he called me Michaels girl made butterfly's erupt in my stomach.

"Where not together! She needed someone last night so I came! Calm the fuck down!" Luke shouts back.

"Whatever. You better hope Michael doesn't find out. He's going to kill you."
Calum says calming down.

"Whatever." Luke sighs rubbing his temples. "Why are you here anyways?" Luke asks.

"I came to check on Hannah." He says. "Michael told me to." He whispered.

"Really?" I ask.

"Yeah. I won't tell him about this though. You better thank me." He says. I sigh.

"Thanks Cal Pal." I smile weakly. He leaves soon enough and I fall back asleep. Who's awake at 8:30 in the morning anyways?

*sigh* I have a plan for this now so gET READY