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It felt almost as soon as I got Hannah in my arms she had to leave. I wouldn't see her a month and a half which is probably the hardest thing that I will ever have to do. What matters if me and Hannah had sex? Shes 19, so there for she could do what she wants. I stood and watched Hannah walk to the security with sudden emptiness hitting me hard. This was harder than I thought it would be and I knew I wouldn't see her for a long time. As soon as they called for her plane to board she turned and waved with tears streaming down her face. I waved back as she walked out those gates leaving me. As soon as she walks out I let myself go and I fall down and start crying. I'm on my knees with my hands covering my face so I could hid my tears. I look up and realize that the plane has taken off so I decide to get up and start walking out. I'm still crying and can't seem to stop it. Hannah just meant so much to me and she was leaving me. Just like that. I knew she didn't want to leave, but she knew she had too and I did too. I tried to get her to stay many times but failed each time.

"Sir, are you okay?" A middle aged women asked tapping my shoulder giving me a concerned look. I shook my head before she directed me to a chair and sat down beside me.

"My girlfriend had to leave b-because her mom was forcing her. But she's 19 and I just don't think this is fair. I miss her so much already." I say. She motions for me to come to her so I do and she wraps her arms around me.

"Hun, I don't know the full story but I know that this isn't fair and that your going to handle this. You and her are going to make it. I know how it feels to be apart from someone for so long. I know it sucks but your young. You have to live life to the fullest and you will make it. Be strong for me babe." She said hugging me. She calmed me down and my tears weren't falling as fast.

"Thank you. I have to go now though. Thank you again." I said getting up and walking away. I walk out of the airport and the chill air hits me. I walk to the van and get in pulling my phone out immediately.  I open the Twitter app and quickly press the tweet button.

I miss you so much and I love you so much. Please don't ever forget that.

I tweet out. I didn't tag Hannah because I didn't want her plane to crash.

When we got to my hotel I got out and walked past the fans not wanting them to see me like this. I go into my room and lay where me and Hannah laid together for the past couple of nights. I let the tears fall and before I know it I'm full on sobbing. I'm taking this harder than I expected but I know now that I won't be able to leave her ever again and that she will have to start going on tour with me every time because leaving her was the hardest thing ever. I pull my phone out and look at my Twitter again and decide to tweet.

I'm sorry to the fans outside my hotel. I couldn't take pictures today because I'm really tired and just wanted to sleep.

I half lied. I didn't want them to think I hated them or anything because no never but I also ignored them because I didn't want to deal with that. I grabbed my headphones and turned the volume up all the way then closed my eyes hoping that Hannah will call soon.

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I wake up with a blaring noise of my ringtone in my ear. I look at my phone hoping it is Hannah and when it ends up actually being her I was over joyed. I answer almost immediately and she starts talking instantly.

"I just landed and I can't find my mom. I'm looking around but she's no where to be seen. What a mom." She said.

"Well, if she doesn't show up anytime soon I will book you a hotel and you can fly back tomorrow." I suggest.

"No babe. I wish I could but I can't. I miss you so much and I love you so much but I can't do that." She says. Her voice sounds like she has been crying for hours which makes me feel worse. "A few fans came up to me and asked if we broke up or something today and they asked for pictures and stuff. They showed me that you tweeted and I felt so bad. I love you so much Michael." She said.

"I love you too baby." I say smiling.

"I think I see her," she sighs. "I'll Skype you tonight." She said before hanging up. I sigh putting my phone down and rubbing my face. I take my headphones out and walk into the bathroom. I turn the shower on and strip getting into the shower.

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