Hello civilized beings that will someday be brought down upon knees when the aliens invade.
It's obviously DJ, or Ella. Whichever I'm referred to.
This contains information on Jelsa updates.
My birthday is January 6th and it's now 2016. Which results in me making resolutions and goals. Please continue reading.
I'll be 15 if you're obviously reading this or on the verge of. And really guys, I'm growing up.
It's a sad thing to think about really, I got into the fandom when I was like 12 or something and was hooked instantly. But I'm seriously growing up and I need you guys to know this.
I'll still write this story for you guys, but when I write now it comes out more mature and more in depth that I have to keep it all in my archive. I'm trying to write something that interests all of you. I still love the fandom and all but it's just, growing up seems like you're becoming more aware of the world and everything around you. You think differently.
I still plan on updating if I can find the right words to use, I still plan on someday doing a YouTube. I just wanted to be the one to let you know. Instead of me walking out or something.
I have like 700 followers and I still can't believe it. Yeah, it's not impressive compared to others but it's pretty fantastic to me. I truly do love you guys so much.
I can see the percentage of where my books are read around the world and it made me cry. I didn't think I was so spread out that everyone from everywhere could read what I had to say. It amazing. It's one of those moments I know I can be proud of forever.
This is coming from a naïve girl who went into writing without a plan.
There was a mention of parent ghosts that I never brought up that I've been thinking of. The antagonizing wait for Jelsa to happen and when it did, Elsa was put into a comma (Sorry not sorry). Few errors in the storyline and characters with problems.
I get several notifications a day and I'm scared to check them because I feel like I've walked out on you guys when I'm trying to update but I'm getting no where.
My goal was to tell you all this. I know for a fact that I have younger readers who read this and I feel awful for being a jerk but I'm trying, really.
I don't know if I have any older followers. Probably not. But if I do then thanks for sticking with me this long. It means a lot.
I'm trying to write other books as well that aren't Jelsa. If I want to be a writer I have to expand more even if it involves fanfiction.
I'm trying my own stories and maybe new ones like a Hayes Grier one, shiz like that.
I am writing a Hayes Grier one and I wrote a scene that won't come out until way later on and that's when I realized my writing was changing completely. I no longer held those moments of brief and childish fights, it was more in depth and focused on what a person truly thinks and I came to the conclusion of something for the Jelsa story.
I need to slow them down.
Yeah, I get that they aren't together yet but when I went to writing, I went in fast and made it love at first sight. I wish it could be like that.
I mean, I like this guy in band but he doesn't talk to me! He only makes eye contact with me a lot. And I mean a lot.
XoMrsSangster is still a really great friend of mine I know personally. She's changed as well. I could tell in her Creative Writing work we had for English awhile ago. It helped me realize that as we grow up, our way of doing things do as well.
She's still a loser.
I MEAN A FANTASTIC AMD LOVELY PERSON WHOM I LOVE UNTIL THE END OF TIME.
J'adore XoMrsSangster ...
Je regrette..
I have that book out where it's just my life basically if you want to check that out. Comment if you want to hear the story of my crush.
The Hayes Grier one will be out soon if anyone is interested.
And maybe even a Dan Howell one. Tbh, he IS on fire... Like Dayum
Other shiz will happen and I WILL eventually update.
And, I guess that's it. It seems like 15 was this huge blow that hit me. Well, it still seems like it. Everything is now sinking in and it's not even my birthday yet. It's only the 5th.
It kinda came to light that it was a little major in a way when XoMrsSangster said it during English next to me when she realized I was turning 15. It's just, weird.
Please comment and stuff.
Might as well say it before I forget I came up with it,
Frost it up.❄️
