But I can't

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OHMEHGERD WE HIT 33.5k READS AND 840 VOTES! You guys have no idea how much this means to me. I seriously remember publishing the first chapter and not expecting anything to happen but thank you guys soo much! It means a lot. Remember that chapter when I made them kiss? Beach time? To be honest, I hid away from Watt Pad after I published that and my phone would not stop going off, I was a little scared to check it.....

And for those of you who were yelling at me to get back to Jelsa, those new characters are based off my friends, and when I have writers block, I will bring them in so seriously stop yelling at me for those of you who are. I will bring them in every few chapters so get used to it. And thank you for those of you who accepted them and commented positive things about them. We appreciate it a lot. Btws to the person who said Josh was cute.......He is glad he has a fangirl so congrats harry-percy-games for getting a fangirl! Woot woot!

On with the story.

Jack

"Jack? Jack!?" I hear Anna shake me awake, I blink my eyes a couple times and see platinum blonde hair infront of me.

I glance up and see Merida, Punzie, Eugene, Kristoff, Hiccup, and Anna who is standing beside me. Everyone besides Elsa though....

"W-what is it?" I groan rubbing my eyes. They give each other nervous glances and look to Anna for help.

"W-we talked about it and, " she sighs and drops her hands. "We are taking Elsa and Hiccup to the hospital for proper medical treatment, we can't keep doing this by ourselves Jack, they need professional help." Anna says glancing at her sister.

I sit up and glance at Elsa. She looks beautiful, but I know she is stuck, suffering, trying to get back.

Tears form in my eyes and I just nod my head slowly. Hiccup gives me a weak smile, I know he is trying all his effort to form it.

Everyone leaves the room but Anna who is checking Elsa and Kristoff and Flynn. I look at her again and my heart continues to shatter every glance. The tears begin to overwhelm my eyes and I can't take it anymore again.

"A-Anna? S-shut the door. Please?" I ask not hiding my sadness. She glances at the guys.

"Kristoff, Flynn? Give us a moment, please. " she says, they nod and walk out. She shuts the door and I hear it click, signaling that it was locked.

I glance up and see the sympathetic eyes she has. "Jack, stop pretending your fine... We are all hurting here but we know how much you love Elsa, no matter how many times you denied it. Over these past months we saw it. Whenever you need to cry just do it, with someone you love or trust. " She says, I avoid glances and she sighs.

"Jack, your one of the strongest guys I know and like I said, your broken and so is Elsa but you try and not show it. You can only where the mask for so long before it falls off, and when it does, it's gonna hurt like heck but that never stops us, it keeps Elsa going and you. So please tell me, what's wrong?" She pleads for an answer.

I begin to cry, again. I slide my back against the wall and hide my head in my arms, Anna comes down and sits infront of me.

"Jack, it helps if you talk, ya know?" She laughs slightly.

"No matter how many times I catch myself, I just keep falling harder for her..." I say sobbing.

"What do you mean?" she asks.

"When I see her eyes, I wanna know what makes them sparkle. When I see her smile, I want to know what it will take to see those dimples of hers. When she laughs, how to make her cry from laughing. How to get those adorable cheeks to blush. How to steal her heart, and how to make her mine..."

I cry harder at the thought of never getting to see or know these things, Elsa can survive but like Astrid said her chances at survival are slim compared to Hiccup's.

"I love ya like a brother Jack, but your pretty stupid!" She giggles. "Anna!?" I cry.

"All of those things have one answer Jack!"

"What are they?" I ask hiding in my hands crying still.

"Your an idjit Jack! It's you! All of those things you love and describe about her is you! And you already have her, her heart is yours and yours is hers."

Because I'm that mean smexy type of author like that I shall end this update here.

School.....it's killing me.....I'm in advanced math which is Algebra, I'm in Biology and that's an older grade, I'm running for president for my trip to Quebec for French, I'm on cross country with my favorite friend writer harry-percy-games, I'm trying out for Jazz band, All county, woodwind line up, marching band, band, I already have a social studies project and I'm in chorus, and other shiz like that.

Uhhh what else....Oh! IM GETTING A FRICKIN CAT!

I know it may not seem important to you but it is for me. I once had a cat named Yocous and she was mine, my siblings shared a kitten named Kortanna, we has two dogs named Panda and Emmett. But we sadly gave them away because the idjit doctor told us that my sister was allergic to cats, dogs, and pigs but few years later we get a call and she was never allergic so yeah......

I'm secretly planning that stupid doctors death.........

I have a dog named Seeley, and the other is named Gibbs.

The cat is named Luna, we also saw this cat named Moon and knowing me I was all for that cat cause ya know....ROTG

I spent most of C&L (Home ec but at our school it's called Career and Life) drawing on my pencil pouch of all fandom and books.

I GOT A FRICKIN JELSA PHONE CASE FOR MY IPHONE 5C

Jack: Yeah I look pretty cool in it DJ....

JACK YOUR TELLING ME THIS LIKE I DONT ALREADY KNOW YOUR SMEXY!!!!! GAWD!

And tomorrow is my dads b-day!!! Woot woot September 10th is his bday!!!

Say happy birthday to my dad everyone!!

I love my daddy, he's a sheriff so I don't get away with much tho........

YOUR STILL 27 TO ME DAD!!!!!

Ugh I have to wait till January for my bday gahhhh

Elsa:CAN WE BULID A SNOWMAN DJ?!?!?!?

Duh Elsa

Jack:CAN WE HAVE A SNOWBALL FIGHT?!?!?!?

Jack, your too adorable, of course we are already gonna do that.

Jack: YESSSSS LETS BREAK THE ICE!

I have a feeling you stole that saying.........

So yep, school, phone case, cat, dad's bday yep!

So how'd you feel about this chapter.............

Love ya snowflakes!❄️

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