Summary: I don't even know what this is. Just a short drabble about Joe wishing he'd listened to his friends instead of his mind, because he didn't realise that his mind could be so alike poison.
WARNINGS: NONE.He won't like me back, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
He won't say yes, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
He said yes for a joke, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
He won't keep pretending to like me for much longer, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
He will break up with me, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
His friends tell me that he loves me so why does he lie? I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
I better break up with him first before he breaks up with me, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
I'm better off with out him, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
He's better off without me, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
He can't really miss me, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
It's all a lie, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
It's all a game, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
Maybe he meant every word he said, maybe I'm just the one in the wrong, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
I'll apologise today, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
I'll get him back today, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
He accepts my apology, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
He won't take me back, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
He's ignoring me, I told myself, I haven't got a chance.
He still loves you, his friends tell me, but I haven't got a chance.
Get him back, my mum tells me, but I haven't got a chance.
You're miserable without him, my friends tell me, but I haven't got a chance.
Just leave me alone, he tells me, I never had a chance.
Maybe I shouldn't have listened to my brain, it's like poison to me, I tell myself, but I haven't got a choice.
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