Shaking Shoulders // Joshler

Twentytwo

a/n; I'm beyond tire rn, I'm so over everything

Josh's POV

Tyler was giving me kisses and I felt on top of the world again. I haven't felt this in the longest time. He can be mine again and we could live happily ever after.

Well that feeling was cut short when the music room's door opened and Debby stood there with her fists clutched by her sides making her bag fall.

"What the hell is going on here!" She demanded. I've never seen her mad before so I sat there with Tyler still on top of me with my eyes open in shock.

"Well?!" She flung her arms out waiting for one of us to respond. Tyler got up leaving me alone on the ground. He began to walk towards the door and scoot past Debby.
"Where are you going?" I asked.

"This seems like a conversation between the two of you not me." He said calmly. I sighed and he walked out with the shrug of his shoulders. He probably thought I already talked to Debby about me and him and now he has lost all trust in me.

"Josh I thought you and Tyler were just friends." Her voice calmed and it sounded more like a whine.

"I know you did, come sit on the floor, you don't need to stand through this explanation." She did just that and sat patiently for my words when in reality I had nothing to come up with.

"Well uh Tyler and I dated back a few years ago for like a long time. We were meant for each other. That was until we started the band, that's where you come in." I continued telling her about how he decided it'd be best for us to hide our relationship and how I agreed at first.
"But I thought you cared about me? I thought you loved me." She began tearing up and it made me feel awful, I hate making people cry and it seems as if I do it a lot nowadays.

"Debby I do love you, I care about you a lot it's just not like that type of love. I know that doesn't make m-much sense but I don't love you the way I do T-Tyler." I barely managed to spit all of that out. I always stutter when I'm nervous. Debby wiped her eyes and sniffled. "I understand. Truth be told I did it to help my career and I'm sorry for using you like that. I did try to make us a relationship though I did, I didn't use you like that." She scratched her head and looked me in the eyes. "I totally understand Deb, thanks for not being pissed at me this whole time but I've been trying to get back with Tyler but it's been hard." My smile dropped and I looked down and played with the hole in my jeans.

"Oh cmon I see it in both of your eyes how much you guys care for each other. Obviously I just thought it was because you were best friends but now I know." She laughed awkwardly. "You just need to be the first to say how much you care and how much you need him. I know you haven't yet." She was right, I barely told Ty how I felt and it could help us get back together. I didn't bother replying to her because I had nothing left to say so for a moment we were sat awkwardly. She got up and patted my shoulder and grabbed her bag ready to leave the music room. I hugged her briefly before I said 'thank you' and how I'd still remain friends with her. She left and I walked out the music room. In the living area Mark and Mike were the only ones there. "Where's the guys?" I asked confused.

"They left soon after Tyler punched you in the face." Mark shrugged.
"Ah of course they did. Where's Ty?" He pointed at the bunks. I nodded and walked over to his. I opened the curtain and saw he was on his phone.

"Tyler?" He rolled over to face me. "What?" His voice was cold and had no emotion to it. "Hey what's the hostility for Ty?" His eyes softened at the nick name. "Why didn't you talk to Debby sooner?" I sighed and rested my head on the edge of the bunks. "Well you know me and how I get nervous to talk to people and I was scared I would hurt her, yanno?" I said lifting my head up. He nodded in agreement and his facial features were no longer distant. "And what about you and Jen?" I asked, we never talked about her and how they were close too. Tyler snickered. "Oh please. She knew about us the day we got together, it was all for the media." I smiled at his reply and brought my head up and moved a piece of hair out of his face making him grin.

He set his phone down and scooted over making room for me. I took off my jeans and shirt and put them in the bunk below us. I slipped into the bunk and discovered Tyler wasn't wearing any pants or boxers. I looked at him wide eyed as soon as my leg made contact with his crotch making him smirk. I laughed a bit before turning on my side facing away from him to be more comfortable. These bunks need to be bigger but it just meant we were allowed to be even closer. Tyler slung his arm around me and pulled me closer. "Wow this is weird." I said chuckling while closing the curtain eliminating all the light peeping into the bunk. "What is?" He asked and placed his head on the back of my neck. God how I've missed the touch of his skin against mine. "You being the big spoon with your dick touching my butt." Immediately he laughed making me laugh. "That and being with the love of my life after the longest time." His laughing seized and I instantly regretted saying that. A few minutes passed of silence.

"Josh?"

"Hm?"

"Will you go out with me again Joshy?" He asked quietly.

"Awh of course I will." I grabbed his hand which was laying on my side and held it comfortably in mine. I love how his soft hands fit perfectly in mine. I fell asleep in Tyler's bunk happier then ever.

a/n; Fudgeee I have no friends and I come home everyday to paint smh I haven't even been updating that much either. Anyway happy chapter for happy days amiright?? Ily guys and I hope everyone had or is having a great day and if not hopefully tomorrow will turn out better for you stay hopefuk

May ??, 2016; omg no one told me I put "hopefuk" instead of hopeful so I'm just gonna leave it there