Shaking Shoulders // Joshler

Twentynine

thanks wattpad I have to rewrite like 7 chaps ☺☺

Josh's POV

My thoughts were rushing and I couldn't think straight. "Where is he?" I begged Patrick. He looked away from my eyes "He's in room 116." he said reluctantly. I didn't bother saying thank you, I just ran down through the doors a hallway. I ran past the doors faster as I noticed the numbers dwelling down to 116.

Once I made it to that door I busted through into the room without second thought. I ran up to Ty in a frantic manner. "Ty, baby what happened?" His eyes were opened in fear and scooted to the other side as much as he could on the small bed. Confused I went to touch his hand and he instantly retracted it to himself. It was then I noticed the stained bandage wrapped around his wrist. It was then that I realized what he did to himself. Tyler's eyes squinted shut as Pete started to talk when Patrick came in. "I think you should leave him be for a bit Josh." I kept my stare on Ty and his pale body. Pete grabbed my shoulder and my head snapped toward him.

"But I didn't do anything!" I exclaimed, I just wanted to be with Tyler.

"Patrick why'd you tell him?" Pete whined.

"I didn't, I'm sorry."

Pete dragged me away as Tyler's eyes locked onto mine; his watery fearfilled eyes looked through me before they slowly slipped shut.

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I didn't bother responding to Brendon or Dallon when they asked me what happened as I stormed out of the hospital. The sun had finished rising and it was probably close to 10 in the morning. I remained walking on the road with tears running down my face. My head ached, my stomach growled, but all I could think of was Tyler's scared eyes. I walked and walked, the hospital was about eleven miles away from our house. My tired feet miraculously kept going as I walked with my slouch. Once I made it back to the house I didn't bother to eat or shower, I fell to my knees the moment the door shut.

A few hours passed as I laid on the floor. I couldn't cry anymore and I was left to stare at the hardwood floor. Eventually the windows didn't have rays of sun coming through and the house grew dark. All I could think of was Tyler, his dark brown irises wouldn't leave my mind and I just continued to wonder why. Why did he do it? Why didn't he try talking to me if something was wrong?

Suddenly I heard a car pull into the driveway and headlights shined through the windows. The door opened and boots thudded across the floor. I kept my gaze down as the boots stopped in front of my face.

Brendon dropped down in front of me "Hey um we brought your car man. I'm sorry about everything and if you need anything hit me up." He patted my shoulder and dropped my set of keys on to the countertop.

He looked at me once more before walking out the front door. I watched as the door closed by my feet. I picked myself up and almost fell back to the floor. I was so out of energy that I was too weak to even stand. I slowly walked into the kitchen and grabbed an apple from the fruit bowl on the counter.

I finished my apple without a thing on my mind. My thoughts remained blank as I threw the half eaten apple in the trash. I struggled to get up the stairs and once I made it to the room I fell back into our bed. It smelt heavily of Tyler and it made me feel like crying but no tears would come out.

I looked up at the bedroom ceiling for what felt like a few hours until my eyes slowly closed shut. I ended up dreaming of Tyler, him in that hospital bed surrounded by all of our friends while I was no where to be seen.

Sorry for short chap I'm really sick and out of energy