Dating her (an RM X OCfanfic)

ch. 19: get her back or let her go.

                  

Jessicas POV

I got to the hotel room and was all alone since hayze was still at the dorm with Jin and the rest of the guys. I laid down and start crying.

Hayze POV

Jin was showing me his Mario toys when I heard the door closed, I thought it was one of the guys leaving then Jimin opened the door,

"Umm, nonna, Jessica nonna just left, are you going to stay or are you going to go change, I'm not kicking you out though but she kind of looked sad"

Jessica left, that's weird usually we leave together or namjoon will go with her, I wonder if, no, she couldn't....did she? I need to ask namjoon. Jimin was waiting by the door, I just pass by him and went to namjoons room, and I pounded at the door.

"Namjoon! Open up this instant!" my protective mom side came out of me.

"Yah, hayze calm down, you are going to break down the door" said Jin. I didn't even noticed that he was behind me. I ignored him and pounded harder. "If you don't open this door, I will break it down, I swear!" I said with anger, "I'm giving you 5 seconds, 1.......2......3.......4......fi" he opened the door and I went in, jin was right behind me, he closed the door it was just jin, namjoon and me inside the room.

"Namjoon where did Jessica leave to?" I asked

"I don't know, I don't care, she lied to me, and I don't want anything to do with a liar who hid things from me, hayze"

"Are you hearing your self-talk right now namjoon, don't say that, she loves you" said Jin.

"If she loved me, she wouldn't have hid the truth from me!" he shouted. No one screams at me like that.

"NAMJOON SHE DID IT BECAUSE SHE WAS SCARED, SHE WAS SCARED THAT YOU WERE GOING TO LEAVE HER, SHE WAS SCARED THAT IF YOU FOUND OUT THEN SHE WOULDN'T BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU, SHE WAS SCARED THAT YOU WERE GOING TO JUDGE HER BECAUSE OF SOMETHING IN THE PAST. SHE WAS PLANNING TO TELL YOU BEFORE WE LEFT, BUT I GUESS SHE TOLD YOU SONNER" I explained to him. Jin came behind me and rubbed my shoulder telling me to calm down. Namjoon was still angry.

"Namjoon-ah, how can you say you don't love her, besides whatever she hid from you can't be that bad....right? Hayze......namjoon..." Jin said he was waiting for an answer.

"I'm leaving. I have to see if she is ok, she needs me, I don't know if we can go later jin" I walked towards the door and turned my head to look at namjoon, "and think about what you said, all she needs right now is not me but you. Think about it" I opened the door and left the dorm without saying bye, my best friend needs me, I can't let her commit anything that she will regret later.

I grabbed a taxi to take me to the hotel room. I get there and took the elevator to our room. I opened it with my keys. I saw her shoes by the door and her bag ion the middle of the living room. I went to the bedroom and she was crying on the bed, I went up to her and hugged her, then she started talking.