Wolves Without Hearts

☙ Chapter 7 ❧

☙ T Y T O ❧

I talked with Dr. Serce for awhile after she patched me up and then I went to rest. When I woke up, my wolf was still gone but the urge to have Calixa in my arms and mark her was still there. I wasn't sure how much longer I would be able to suppress it, especially when my wolf returns because it will just be stronger.

I began to wander the pack house because according to Illexi, the Beta Female, Calixa went for a run to blow off some steam. That meant my challenge would be postponed for a bit until she got back. So I did what any mate would do in the absence of their counterpart and went to seek her scent to calm my nerves. I admit, it wasn't very smart since she would be able to tell if I was anywhere near her private study but I needed to get a hold of something to calm myself.

Once I arrived outside her door, I inhaled and sighed in content as I took in her smell. Although I didn't like the idea that Calixa was my mate and only she could calm me, I knew my wolf would take great pleasure in having her by my side.

"Mmm..." I hummed quietly as I entered her study. Her scent was everywhere and I inhaled it deeply, taking a seat on a couch while I did so.

I don't remember how long I was in there but after awhile of just sitting there, I forced myself to get up and take my leave, knowing that she will be furious that I invaded her privacy. 

I took my leave and Ryder intercepted me before I got into my room saying, "Meet me in the training area, I have something important to tell you."

I raised my eyebrow but didn't object as I walked into my room and changed into something I that didn't care if it got shredded from a shift. Soon I found myself in the training area with Ryder, Dr. Serce, and Elder Aldith. I was very confused but I didn't ask them any questions, I only waited until they were ready to explain what they wanted with me.

"So Tyto, I assume you are wondering why you are here correct?" Elder Aldith said, being the first the clear the air of silence.

I didn't reply, I only gave a curt nod and waited for one of them to continue.

"We have done some research while your wolf has gone dormant and came up with some interesting results, some of which we already knew." Dr. Serce explained, looking from Ryder to Elder Aldith and finally to me.

Then Ryder continued on for the two women, "You are not what you were told you were Tyto. I assume you figured out that somewhat when your memories started to come back and you killed Raivo."

"But your wolf disappeared before you could get all the information. The reason he's missing is he remembered everything and needs some time to take it all in. Once he's back, you'll remember everything as well." Elder Aldith said, touching my shoulder gently and giving me a soft look with her milky white eyes.

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, "I don't understand. What does this all mean? Will things change once I remember who I was?"

Ryder let out a sigh, "Yes, things will most definitely change Tyto. You'll be a whole different wolf. Also I am assuming you'll turn very bitter and blood thirsty for revenge."

"Bitter?" I echoed, more to myself than to them.

For awhile no one spoke but suddenly everything grew hazy and my vision became spotted. Before I blacked out, someone said something like, "It's happening now, just like we thought." but I wasn't quite sure and I didn't fight the darkness, letting it drag me into it's dark abyss.

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I opened my eyes and everything was a cold black color and I couldn't tell where I was going or what I was going to. Soon I saw a white dot in the distance and began to walk towards it. Before I could reach there I heard a voice.