Imagine: I Know It Inside My Heart

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Nevermind guys :) posting this imagine right here (no pun intended)

So .. It's about Jelena and written in Selena's POV

It'll be around four parts

5 votes for the next part :)

*Selena's P.O.V*

Okay .. So .. What do you do when the entire world thinks you've broken up with a boy you love more than life itself? Well..I don't know really. I mean, what do I do? I love Justin, yes, but the breakup went public, a little too public. I've been asked in interview after interview if I'm with him or if I'm not and everybody's saying something different.

The breakup was an act, the romance was an act, we're secretly still seeing eachother. But, to be honest, I don't really know what's happening between me and Justin. Three months ago, on our vacation for New Year's, we had a fight, a big one.

Justin had been partying and doing some drinking and I knew he wasn't a bad person but something inside of me just cracked and I lost it on him.

He never gave up on me though. Never. He wrote me three songs and kept calling and texting and calling. It was so hard not to call back, but my agent told me I couldn't. The breakup had gone too public-it was over. I couldn't deal with that. Over? No. Justin and I are always going to love eachother. How could it just be over after three years of amazing friendship and two years of real love? He was basically a brother to me and I really see myself with him in the future.

I want to marry him. But that's not the imagine I put out there.

In interviews I tell them "I'm single.",

"I'm independent and I'm happy.",

"No, I'm not with Justin and I'm great."

Lies. Most of them. My agent and my management tell me what I have to say and I hate it...I don't want Justin to move on or start seeing anyone else. He's mine. I love him. Just then my phone vibrated beside me.

-1 New Message From: Jay-

Sel...you know me. Please don't let this be the end. I love you so much. That's the truth. Whatever I did to make you unhappy and make you sad I regret. I hate seein you like this .. And seeing you cry. Please baby girl .. Love me again.

Oh my god. How can I not love him? I take a quick peek around and see that no ones in the room. In a hurry I unlock my phone and begin to type a reply to the twenty messages I haven't ever answered because I'm "not allowed" or whatever crap.

To: Jay

Please tell me you'll still love me.

From: Jay

Who said I ever stopped?

Alright, that did it. The tears escaped..and I wrote. I wrote so much..I wrote so much. I wrote and I wrote and I wrote and I sang.

Love will remember you

And love will remember me

I know it inside my heart

Forever will forever be ours

Even if we try to forget

Love will remember

It's the last song I wrote on Stars Dance, Love Will Remember. I want him to know how I feel and I want him to know that I love him but I need him to apologize to me and I need to see him. Talk to him in person.

I looked back over at my phone for the first time in three hours of writing and singing.

-3 New Messges From: Jay-

-1 New Voicemail From: Jay-

I listened to the voicemail.

Hi. I just wanted to call you to tell you that I love you so so so so much. You are my princess and you deserve all the love in the world. You are the love of my life.

I called him back:

"J-jay?"

"Sel.."

"Jay."

"I'm so sorry I can't believe I could be stupid enough to do something like this to you..you deserve so much more than this."

"Jay. It's .. It's okay I guess . I just..I wanna see you. Can we meet somewhere and talk?"

"Yes..of course we can baby girl. Anywhere. I need to see you again. Your face, your smile, your body. Everything."

"Okay...meet me outside my hotel in twenty minutes."

"Hold on -- your in L.A.?"

"Yes"

"I'm on my way."

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