Justin Bieber Imagines {Requests Closed}

"Broken..." (Ariana; Part One)

ATTENTION: EXTREME TRIGGER WARNING. Please note that this is a trigger warning. I promise that all of you are worth love and adoration towards your bodies, and you should never hurt yourself because of how you think of yourself. Please don't hesitate to call this number, the suicide hotline, if anything, thoughts, feelings, comes into your mind: 1-800-273-8255 (this is the US suicide prevention hotline, just so you know), and don't hesitate to send me a message, because I will always be there for you. Thank you, enjoy the imagine.

Hello, loves! I'm sorry it's been so long since I updated but I've been packed with school and volleyball, so I haven't had loads of free time to write or update.. 

I also went to the Demi Lovato Neon Lights Tour last night and it was absolutely AMAZING! If you have the chance to go or you've gone or you are going soon, get excited or get tickets right now because it is honestly one of the most fun nights I've ever had! Fifth Harmony was gorgeous and fun and exciting and amazing. Little Mix was so amazing...Seeing them perform live was actually so beautiful and touching and I don't even know what to say. Demi Lovato. Can we take a minute... She is so gorgeous and strong and such a rolemodel for everyone! She is so cute & adorable and I love her so much (: Just though I'd let you know that.

This imagine is going to be another two or three-part imagine and at the end I want you guys to comment what you want to happen next.. I also realize that not all of you love reading imagines about self-harm or depression and insecurities and things like that, but those imagines really mean a lot to me and I like writing about important topics so just bare with me please. (:

I'm LOVING that headband on Jay. ♡

*Justin's POV*

January 29 -

It was worse today. I didn't think it could get any worse, but I was proved wrong. It can, and it did. 

I didn't want to do it.. My heart told me to stop but it's so shattered I couldn't hear what it told me.

So I did it. I cut. I've thought about it for so long, I've been timid and scared of it for so long, and I finally took it all out.

I found myself screaming in rage. And in delight.

I was getting out everything, and then I heard Jay come into the house.

The sound of his voice made me drop the blade. Immedieately. 

He started calling my name..I guess he had heard the screams.. I panicked.

I started wiping down the sink so no blood was left over and I hid the blade in a drawer that I know Justin wouldn't look in..

He came into the bathroom with a face full of concern, and I instantly regretted what I had just done.

February 11 -

Justin flew out again today. He didn't take me with him...

He said something about family or rehearsal, I'm not quite sure what it was.

I'm not quite sure about anything anymore.

Nothing except for Justin. I know I love him, with all my heart, and at this point, I really do think he's the only thing keeping me alive. I would've given up if it hadn't been for his sweet smile, that angelic voice, those petrifyingly beautiful carmel eyes... I thank God for him every single night.