"I Would Say I'm Doing Just Fine.." (Charmaine)

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its  an amazing song (Not Over You by Gavin DeGraw so I would reccomend listening to it while you read this!)

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*Charmaine's POV*

My phone vibrated next to me.

'I miss your kiss.'
'I miss your hugs.'
'I miss your smile.'
'I miss making you laugh.'
'I miss holding my arms around your waist and hugging you from behind.'
'I miss you ❤️'

You bit your lip as your eyes moved down the messages until you reached the last one.

You sniffle up tears.
Deep breath.
No tears.
No more tears.
Don't waste your time thinking about him.
He was wrong to do that to you.
You gave him all your love.
He shouldn't have taken advantage of you like that.

You hear your doorbell ring and you walk down the hall, through your kitchen, and up to the door.

It's kinda weird..whose visiting you randomly at noon?

You open the door and see Justin standing there, a guitar strapped to his back.. The minute he sees the door cracked open, he pushes it open forcefully, whacking your nose.

"Get out!" You yell, a fiery anger blazing inside you.

"Get out of my house! I never want to see you ever again!"

"Charmaine..please.."

"No! Out.." A tear trickles down your face. "Please..Justin, please. Don't make this any harder for me.."

You tell him, your voice cracking.

"Charmaine, Charmaine! I know you're upset with me and your angry..and you have a right to feel like that.. And i know that sorry won't fix anything that I've done..but please.. Just let me play this for you."

You look away from his eye. "Fine."

He sits on the corner of your island, resting the guitar on his knee.

He begins to sing the song Not Over You by Gavin degraw.

Dreams, that's where I have to go,
To see your beautiful face anymore
I stare at a picture of you,
And listen to the radio
Hope, hope there's a conversation,
We both admit we had it good
But until then its alienation,
I know that much is understood
And I realize,
If you ask me, how I'm doing,
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind,
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm..
Not over you


He sings to you, his eyes closed, the vein in his neck popping out every so often..
When he's finished he looks at you and you see that there is a tear threatening in his eye.

"Come back to me.." He says softly and quietly to you. "....Please."

When you don't answer him he looks away and begins to sob.

"J-justin..." You speak his name and he looks up at you, his eyes looking like just hearing your voice heals a part of him.

"Please, Charmaine... I'm not over you and I never will be. I'll love you forever and ever and nothing is going to change that.."

"Really..." You ask him.

He loves you?

"Of course.. Please come back to me?"

You step toward him slowly.

One step at a time.

One step, one step, one step.. Until your standing in front of him.

Faster than your body can process, he looks back up into your eye and smashes his lips against yours..hard.

"Nothing will seperate us ever again."

You nod and plunge back into the kiss.

<3

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