Suicide

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1 week later

Beyoncé's Pov
Me and Kelly have been getting along fine we've been getting otp and hanging out together like old times .. It's been great ! But I still get depressed sometimes.. I can't help but get down at the fact that I can't have her . I've been planning on talking to jay about an divorce lately but I don't see what's the point anymore ..
Today's the day of the show, I'm waiting for Kelly and Michelle to arrive ... I'm extremely nervous because we have decided to just be friends no touching , kissing or flirting but I can't help but want to to do all those things and much more when I'm with her ... I felt a light tap on my shoulder which brung me out of my thoughts ..
"Hey girl !" Michelle and Kelly said hugging me ..
"Hey guys . .." I said nervously hugging them both back ..
" is queen bey nervous?" Kelly said in an teasing manner ..
" kind of .." I said .. The manager had came and told me that it's time for me to go up .. I said my see you laters and went to go perform just as was about to walk on stage Michelle grabbed me and said " don't be nervous your going to do great just sing it like you mean it .."
I went on stage and performed a few songs love on top, jealous,mine, countdown , sweet dreams and finally  dangerously in love..  I got nervous as I began singing .. As I was singing I began to tear up ..

I love you
I love you, I love you

Baby, I love you, you are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side
You're my relation in connection to the sun
With you next to me there's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops, I am the seed
With you and God who's the sunlight I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud, proud to be your girl
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and mixed-up world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me the way I love you loving me
'Cause I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me the way I love you loving me

And I know you love me, love me for who I am
'Cause years before I became who I am, baby, you were my man
I know it ain't easy, easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me
Later on in my destiny I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife and I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you sometimes make me want to cry
Realize all my blessings; I'm grateful to have you by my side

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me the way I love you loving me
'Cause I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me the way I love you loving me

Every time I see your face my heart smiles
Every time it feels so good it hurts sometimes
Created in this world to love, to hold
To feel, to breathe, to live you

Dangerously in love

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me the way I love you loving me
'Cause I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me the way I love you loving me (dangerously)

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