Kelly's been in love with Beyonce for years ever since they started the group .. What happens when she can't control her feelings anymore.. Will bey found out ? Will she feel the same ?
We were taking it day by day. I still wasn't much comfortable with people touching me but I was getting there. Bey had been a helping hand through everything with me, she was taking it as slow as I needed it to be and I was thankful for that.
"Babe, are you hungry?" Bey asked me, I nodded my head." Alright I'll fix something real quick," she kissed my forehead and walked out of the room.
I was slowly getting comfortable around bey again. We haven't made love in a while and tonight may be the night I finally let her touch me.
"Here you go babe," she placed a plate on my lap. It had a grilled cheese, a grilled ham & cheese and some lays chips with a water.
"Thanks baby," I pecked her lips which caught her by surprise. We haven't kissed in a while, she only pecks my forehead out of consideration for me.
"What babe," I smiled shyly. I loved this woman, I don't know why I would try to do something that would cause her so much pain.
"Nothing just shocked." She sat beside me with her plate in her hand, I stole one of her fries off of her plate.
"Hey, I was gonna eat that one." She said playfully, I nudged her shoulder and grabbed the remote.
I'm slowly coming back to myself, all it takes is time.
Nicki
"Mi got it babehh,"Rih said. She got up to get Sydney, I then heard Ricki.
"I'm coming baby boy," I got up to get Ricki. Rih stopped me in the hallway, she had Sydney in her arms, pacifier in her mouth.
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"Mi got ihh, go lay down babehh." She said, sage ushered me back into our room. Every since I had the baby she's been wanting me to rest.
She came back into the room with Ricki on her hip, holding his cuppy. She looked tired, and so adorable at the same time.
"Baby you come rest, I can handle the kids." I said, I took Sydney out of her arms first and laid her down beside me and then grabbed Ricki.
"Yuh da one tat had tee babehh. Yuh need ta res," she said tiredly. I giggled and pulled her down on top of me, her head was laying on my breasts.
"Go to sleep daddy. Tell daddy to go to sleep Ricki," I said looking over at a smiling Ricki. He was going to be 1 in 2 months, he can walk and say a few things.
"Nigh Nighh DaDa," he giggled. He was now chewing on his hand, and Syd was falling back asleep.
"Buhh babehh yuh te one tat need ta be taking ih slow," she mumbled snuggling against my breasts. I hummed and after a while she fell asleep.
I wouldn't trade this for anything in the world.
Kehlani
"Gimme my baby Yasmine," I chased Yasmine around the house. She was playing too much, she snatched Naomi up and ran from me.
"Here crybaby," she playfully rolled her eyes and handed me my baby.
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"Hey my stinka stink," I cooed to my baby girl. I now have 3 girls and 3 boys, I don't plan on having anymore. Speaking of my other kids they should be on there way over here for daddy day. I have 3 kids getting ready to turn 1, one kid getting ready to turn 3 and one kid getting ready to turn 10 and a damn newborn.
"Y'all are so cute," Yasmine cooed to us. I chuckled and sat down on the couch. It's something serious I wanted to talk about.
"You know I can take care of you right," I asked her. I've been thinking about pursuing a relationship with her or one of my babymamas shit. Call me crazy but when you got all these kids you are going to want to end up with someone who you've already gave your seed to.
"Yeah why,"she asked turning to the side to face me.
"Well ion want you to be semi retired, I want you fully retired. Quit that bullshit Yas seriously, I can take care of you and my babies." I sighed throwing my hard back, Naomi started to whine. I got up to fix her a bottle, rocking her while doing so.
"I am going to retire, but where that come from?" She asked taking Naomi out of my arms so that I can fix the baby bottle.
"I was thinking about us, maybe we could be something. I know I got an ass of kids but I'm ready to settle down to one person and that can be you." I said while shaking the bottle up. "Here you go fat mamas," I cooed giving her the bottle.
"I like you kehlani but I know you're known for games and I'm not with the childish shit." She said feeding Naomi.
"How bout we take it slow?" I asked, I looked her into her eyes so that she can see I'm serious.
"Yeah, I'd like that."she smiled, putting the now empty bottle down.
Beyoncé
We have just gotten home from a surprisingly good date, Kelly's doing much better. We've been going to therapy, that had her on suicide watch for 1 month but she's doing better now.
"Babe," she called. I turned to face her and she surprised me by smashing her lips onto mines. She grabbed at my clothes, trying to pull them off. I don't know has gotten into her.
"Baby wait. What are you doing?" I asked pulling away, I hope she not trying to do what I think she is. She's not ready.
"I want you to make love to me," she said. I could see the unsureness in her eyes.
"Are you sure your ready for that? We don't have to rush into it if your not ready baby. We can take it as slow as you need to," I said kissing her forehead. She shook her head and looked into my eyes.
"I-I want you to. Just t-take your time, please." She says, I nodded my head. I don't know if I can go through with this, I don't think she's fully ready but if it's what she's want I'll take my time.
She's breaking out of her shell again, thank god.
So Kelly's doing better but do you think she's ready for this step?
