Jenna's Pov
The next morning, I decided not to have my breakfast meal as I did not have the appetite to eat. I kept pondering on what Jiyong said to me last night. It made me feel tense when thinking about it.
"I love you." He whispered back.
He slowly unwrapped his arms from me and we looked into each other's eyes deeply.
"I know that you have regained your memories including the accident you had years ago." He said.
"You took the diary that I kept for so long and you planned to go here because you wanted to find out about your past. Am I right?" He questioned me.
"You're right. But why would you hide such things from me?" I questioned him back.
"Because...I didn't want to hurt you. I didn't want to rush things out." He said in a low tone.
"But I guessed I was taking it too slow am I? You've gotten yourself engaged with TOP and now...You'll leave me." He added.
I felt a sharp pain pierced through my heart hearing him saying that I will leave him.
"Do you still love me?" I snapped out of my thoughts and somehow, I felt stuck of answering his question.
"I don't know Ji." I replied.
Both of us fell into deep silence and no one dared to continue the conversation. The atmosphere was not awkward but somehow it felt very tense. Especially for me.
"It's ok. I get it. You don't love me like you used to. But, I want a last date with you tomorrow. If you're ok with it, then get dressed, but if you're uncomfortable with it, then I suggest you head back to Korea first. It's best if we don't get to see each other." He told me and abandoned me.
Coming back to reality, I realised that time is running out and I have to choose one of the most important choices that I have to make in my life.
If I choose not to go out on a date with him, my friendship with him might end and we probably might not be able to face each other again. The worst thing that can happen in my life is him being cold and arrogant towards me after I get married with TOP. He might hate me forever and never forgive me for what I have done to him.
But, if I choose to go out on a date with him, I would probably cause unnecessary troubles. For example, some random people on the streets or at the mall, take pictures of me and Jiyong secretly. This would eventually spread to TOP and we will once again argue about it. Like the last time.
Another trouble that I can cause is developing feelings for Jiyong and confusing myself.
I let out a frustrating sigh and kept pondering on which option should I choose. I closed my eyes and inhaled a few deep breaths and let it out.
"I'll go." I said in a most calming tone.
I got off from my bed and went rushing to Jiyong's room, wishing that I still have time for a last date.
"Jiyong, it's me. Jenna." I knocked on his door for several times but no one answered the door.
As time passes by, I got impatient and decided to give a call.
Jiyong : Hello? Who is this?
Me : You dare to say 'who is this' to me? I'm Jenna of course. Open the door now.
Jiyong : I'm not in the room. I went out for a coffee.
Me : Can we meet? I have decided to go on a date with you.
Jiyong : Meet me at our favourite park.
With that, he hang up the phone call.
Jiyong's Pov
After hanging up the phone, I decided to order Jenna's favourite coffee drink before meeting her at the park.
I went into my car and quickly drove to the park before she becomes impatient again.
When I arrived at the venue, I could see her waiting for me by the bench looking nervous. I chuckled to see her like that as she was too cute. I got off from my car and went towards her with the coffee.
"Here, coffee." I said with a smile and handed the coffee to her.
"Thank you." She said and took a few sips of the coffee.
"Why didn't you come down for breakfast?" I asked curiously as we sat down on a bench.
"Well, I'm not that hungry and in addition, you're bothering me with the choices you gave yesterday." She said and took another gulp of her coffee.
"I didn't force you to choose. You're the one who chose that." I said playfully.
"Yeah right. Don't lie to me. You did force me." She said while folding her arms to her chest.
"Mentally. Not physically." I said and gave her a wink.
"Yah! Don't wink at me and stop being annoying!" She said and gave me a glare.
"Okay." I quickly planted a kiss on her cheeks and ran away from her.
"Jiyong!" She threw her empty cup at me and started to chase after me.
Both of us kept running around like children and we did not bother of the people at the park.
"Jenna, just give up. You won't catch me." I said with a playful smile.
"I will catch you!" She said while panting heavily.
I was about to make an attempt to escape from her when she suddenly fell to the ground. I stopped playing around with her and went to help.
"Are you ok?" I asked worriedly and search for any injuries.
"Catch!" She said cheerfully while tapping her hands on my shoulders.
"That's not fair. You cheated." I pouted.
"Blah. Blah. Blah. I won already and winners get what they want." I rolled my eyes while she did a little victory dance.
"Fine. What is it that you want?" I said, folding my arms to my chest.
"I want piggyback ride around this park!" She said excitedly.
"Hmm. Get on." I said while bending down.
She get on me and I slowly get up carefully, not wanting to drop her. She was quite heavy but it did not matter to me at all. I decided to walk around our favourite few spots and we would stay there for a bit before we continue our journey.
"Ji. Can I ask you something?" She said while leaning her head on my shoulder.
"Anything." I said.
"How much do you love me?" She questioned me which startled me for a while.
"I would die for you." I answered her truthfully.
After that, we did not speak to each other and we just fell into deep silence.
"You can put me down now. I know I'm heavy." She pouted and it made me laugh.
Jenna's Pov
Jiyong carefully let go of me and I carefully get off from him. Out of the corner of my eye, I spot an ice-cream cart.
"Do you want to eat ice-cream?" I asked excitedly.
"Sure." He replied.
"Let's go." I held his hand and dragged him to the ice-cream cart.
"Two chocolate cones." I said to the old man who was waiting for our order.
I was about to pay the old man when Jiyong quickly gave his money to him.
"Why wouldn't you let me pay." I said, giving him a fake angry glare.
"Why can't you let go of my hand." He smirk.
"Wha-" I looked at my hand and sure enough I have not let go of his hand.
I awkwardly let go of his hand and I could feel myself blushing a little. I quickly looked away from him and started eating my ice-cream.
"There's something on your lips." He said while busy biting his last bit of his cone.
"Where?" I asked while trying to get the ice-cream off by licking my lips.
"There." He pointed but it did not help me at all.
"Help me do it." I said while waiting for him to wipe it off.
He uses his thumb and wipe the ice-cream off from my lips. Little did I know, his face was just a few inches from mine. My eyes suddenly trace down from his eyes to his lips.
"Wait. What am I doing?" I quickly closed my eyes to prevent myself from staring at his lips.
Suddenly, I felt someone's lips crash into mine. I open my eyes back and saw Jiyong kissing me. Instead of pushing him away from me, I let him deepened the kiss.
After a few seconds, he pulled himself away.
"I'm sorry. Let's go back to the hotel." He said and started making his way to his car.
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Fanfiction(FANFIC*) Jiyong's undying love for his best friend, Jenna, had always stayed strong since they first met in high school. Confessing his love to her was not an issue but getting rejected and leaving him forever, made him reconsider of his confession...
