You Are Exactly Who I Think U R. ( Cole Pendery love story/ IM5 Fanfic)

Chapter 52

ALEX P.O.V

Sometimes you just feel everything and nothing at once. Sometimes you feel yourself smiling while missing something at the same time. At times you can absolutely love a person, all the while wanting to hate him. Life comes without guarantees. Except that smiling will brighten your face, laughing with enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life. It takes three second to say 'I love you'. Three hours to explain it and a lifetime to prove it. Love means that you accept a person with all their failure, stupidities, ugly points, and nonetheless you see perfection in imperfection itself. Love comes in many traits that will connect you to your life as you move on to the future. You can never really trust the one you love unless they love you back.

In the beginning when I first met cole and he bullied me I wish I never met him. Then there would be no need to impress him. No need to want him. No need to loving him. No need to crying over him. No need for heart breaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises. No need for rejected hugs. No need for crying myself to sleep. No need for acting like he care. No need for everything he has done to make me feel like absolutely nothing. It's funny how someone can break your heart but you still love them with all the little pieces.

When he said he loves me and wants to hold me tight, those words run though my head day and nite like a sun and moon rising. I dreamt you held me tight and I see that we will forever be together.

The little thing cole tells me, I'll never forget these words- these words -'There is no one I would rather be with than you'. 'ill never hurt you'. 'you the most important person in my life'. 'you mean the world to me'. 'call me anytime and I will be there for you'. 'ill never forget you'. 'hug me'. 'you mean so much to me'. 'ill care for you forever'

'You make me smile'. 'You complete me'. 'kiss me'. 'I trust you'. 'be with me'. 'you know me better than anyone else in the world'

'Sweet dreams'. 'I wish you were here with me now'. 'ill be lost without you'. 'I miss you'. 'whatever you want'. 'I need you'. 'I want to be with you for the rest of my life'. 'I want to spend the night with you' 'ill protect you'. 'I love you'. All these little word make up my day for all the horrid Mother Nature throws at me.

I love it when my fingers and entangled with his. When my head is on his chest, listening to his heart beat. It made me feel so safe like nothing bad could happen to me.

How did I even get into this mess? It doesn't matter because I would give up my life to live this fantasy with cole.

Everything he tells me make me feel special and loved. I can't ask for more. He thinks he has ruined my life, but the truth is that he completed it and he is my hero. That's why I love him so much. He is exactly who I think he is. He is the most caring, thoughtful, grateful, hostess, sweetest, trustworthy, and the list could continue for another three pages person I know. How can I ever replay him?

EBEN'S P.O.V

I was sleeping when I heard voices coming from downstairs on the first floor. I did everything that I could to try to save Alex. She was badly injured. This time- this time it was different. Anymore accidents with Alex, she could die. All the pain she is going through is not good for her. Her stress levels are high. All the blood she lost and all the hurtful injuries could damage her insides. We saved Alex right on time, any longer and she could have went to heaven. The fact that we can't bring her to the hospital to get fixed is the worst part. We cant get any help for us to get better unless we find out more about Jane and how we will deal with her. I didn't tell the boys but I stopped by Janes house the other day and when I asked to see Jane, her mom said that she didn't live in the house. She apparently was in a mental cell locked up. She said that she was released but she didn't want to live with her mom so she moved out. Knowing that, Jane could be anywhere. All this drama isn't good for the band or their lives in general.