Trust me || Liam Payne

Chapter 17

After sleeping for 12 hours last night Addie and i both wake up and decide to go down to the pier to get a very un healthy breakfast of donuts and to go on the big wheel that you can just sit in that goes around slowly, seeing as it is the only one i am allowed to go on seeing as I'm pregnant, the view from the top it truly incredible, i cant believe a place like this exists, every where you look, it looks perfect, i really do love it here.

Our week in Brighton is now over sadly, it really has been amazing, i wish i could tell Liam how amazing it has been, but eveytime he calls me, I'm asleep, when i call him, he is asleep, time zones really do suck.

when we finally get back to my house we decide to go to morrisons the food grocery store to get snacks and food for the next week, we don't plan on leaving the house much, ever since i got pregnant there is paparazzi everywhere i go, and i hate it, having social anxiety and having paparazzi following you doesn't make for a good combination.

"okay lets try and get in and out of here before any people with cameras show up" Addie says to me knowing how much i hate them, usually Liam just covers me with his jacket and holds me, but he isn't here to protect me.

By the time we finish shopping we know we took too long when we start getting blinded walking out to the car with our grocery bags

"how far along are you?"

"you look incredibly fat today"

"has Liam left you"

" is Liam even the father"

these questions get screamed at me, i make sure i don't cry so they don't have the satisfaction of getting a picture of it and spinning it into a story like i lost the baby or Liam and i broke up, Addie gets into the drivers seat knowing i am in no fit position to drive home

"god they are awful" i say holding in the pain in my voice, but the cracks are clearly showing for my best friend

" They are just jealous that you have Liam and they don't, its okay babe, they don't mean anything"

today has been hell.

Last week Leah Styles and her friend where spotted out at Morrisons shopping, but the question is, where is Liam? he may be on tour, but why would he leave his pregnant girlfriend? did she loose the baby? did she cheat on him? did he end it between them. find out in this issue of gossip TV

i just keep watching unable to turn it off "it has been an entire week since we were even there and now they decide to bring a story out about it, they are pathetic, don't watch it Lea" i know she's right, i shouldnt, i just wish they could learn to be less cruel.

As soon as the show finishes i get a call,i look down at my phone and smile instantly Liam

Liam: please tell me you didn't watch gossip TV today

his voice is almost pleading, praying that i hadn't seen all the awful malicious things that they has said about me


Leah: nope, i saw it, i saw it all, why do they have to be so awful! i have done nothing wrong

i start crying, breaking the wall that i have been keeping up ever since Liam left

Liam: im so sorry baby, i hope this will cheer you up, the tour has been cut short, we will be home in 5 weeks, shows got cancelled because of danger threats, i get to see you and the baby in 5 weeks, you'll be 27 weeks pregnant then, you'll be so big! nearly ready for our son to come to the world, god i miss you so much

a wave of happiness rushes over me, he will be coming home with at 27 weeks pregnant instead of 33, words cant explain how happy i am right now

Leah: i cant wait for you to come home, i miss you so so much.

after the call ends nothing can tear the smile from my face, Addie and i have a little dance session before i get breathless and have to sit down, i can not wait until my baby is out of me.