Trust me || Liam Payne

Chapter 49

Leah POV


honestly I have missed Liam so much, since Spence came sex hasn't really been on the cards, every time we even start getting intimate Spence seems to almost sense it and starts crying, its been a year since Liam and I have had sex where we where able to finish, and my god it was the best I have ever had.

We are still lying in bed together still out of breath from the previous activities

"Leah, I need you too know why I came" he says turning his body to face mine placing his hand on my hip, I turn to face him starting to get worried

"whats going on Li?" he sits up not moving his hand from my hip and kisses my forehead

"Chase is here" I try not to act shocked, Liam doesn't know and he wont know, I refuse to let him know what he did to me, I'm far to embarrassed to admit it to any one.

"Harry told me Lea, I know what he did too you, I promise you I wont let him hurt you again I promise you I will never let him lay a hand on you, he will never get too touch you like I do, I will always protect you"

a tear slips from my eye, I knew it would come out eventually, all the vile things Chase did to me, I never want to go back there, I know wouldn't make it this time, he nearly killed me last time. When I saw him in Starbucks when I was still pregnant with Spence, the fear going through me was insane, I didn't want him to think he could still control me, so I acted civil, but what if he wants to finish what he started.

"I'm so sorry" I sob into Liam's chest, I don't want him to mad at me for not telling him, he pulls me into him "shhh its okay, I understand why you didn't tell me baby, the only thing that matters now is that I know, and I will forever protect you"

I am so lucky that Liam is in my life, he treats me nothing like Chase did, at first everything with Chase and I where perfect, for the first few months, then one day he got drunk and everything turned bad, he started hitting me, pushing me to the ground and trying to take my clothes off, I screamed at him trying to get him to stop, I tried pushing him off me, but nothing seemed too work

Flash back

I didn't want my first time having sex to be like this, I know he loves me, but he's hurting me

"Chase stop! your drunk your not thinking right" I scream at him, my head is on the tiled floor of our kitchen, he grabs my arms and holds them above my head making it impossible for me to get him off, I try kicking but he is sitting on top of me pressing me down, he was too strong for me to fight off

"SHUT IT Leah, WHERE GOING TO HAVE FUN" he rips my top off my body leaving me with only a bra on, my pants had been ripped of me before he got my too the ground, the only thing he is wearing now is his boxers

"Leah, I love you, you know that right" I nod at him sobbing knowing words wont come out, the grip he has on my arms hurts, I just want this too stop

he gets off me to remove his pants and I see this as my opportunity too run, I get off the floor and run too the door, not before Chase grabs me and throws me against the living room wall, I see blood running down my face, my head stinging from the impact

"I thought you loved me Leah! your not allowed to run from me!" he screams at me pining me back onto the floor, both of us completely naked, all I remember after that is the amount of pain that rushed through my body as he forced himself into me, the pain was unbearable I could feel everything ripping, the grip he had on my body was sure too leave marks, once he finished I tried to stand up, my face burning from the tears that have been streaming down my cheeks, my legs stopped working and I fell back too the floor

"baby are you okay" Chase ran over to me picking me up putting a dressing gown on me, I nod at him as he takes me to the couch for a movie night, I know he loves me I know he dose, sometimes he just looses control, I love him and thats why I stay with him.

Flashback over!

I stand up from the bed that Liam and I where in and collapse to the floor, I can't breath, I can feel my lungs collapsing on me, Liam rushes to my side holding me close too him, obviously knowing I'm having a panic attack

Liam POV

I wrap my arms around her and she screams a ear piercing scream that went through my body

"Hey, shhhh he's not here, its me its Liam, Chase isn't here I promise" I can see the look of relief crossing over her face as she see's he isn't here to hurt her anymore.

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Leah POV

I have managed to stay away from him for years, why is he s