Trust me || Liam Payne

Chapter 28

I keep thinking back to what Liam said during his interview

"so Liam, are you planning on putting a ring on her finger? and are you planning on having anymore kids"

I laugh at the question, feeling quite awkward already

"Look right now, we are just focusing on our family, looking after our son, looking after each other, one day i will make her my wife 100%, but for now we are just enjoying life how it is. And for the having more kids, not anytime soon aha, we already have a newborn, i don't think we would be able to cope with another, we have talked about having more in the future and we both want big families, so probably"

He said right now, it wouldn't happen, so why did it? did he feel bad that our family got attacked by that mans cruel words, was it to make me feel better? dose he really want to marry me

i get out of bed looking at the time 3.00am, great, i hear Spence making noise in his room so thats where i head, i know by the cry that is coming from him that he is hungry, oh well I'm up anyway might as well just stay up, i sit on the rocking chair placed in the corner of his room and start feeding him

"your so lucky to be a baby" i whisper to Spencer

"you don't have to worry anything except food and who is going to change your diaper, i sometimes wish that i didn't have to worry about as much as i do, Daddy and i are getting married, its almost surreal, i think he proposed to me too make me feel better because i wasn't feeling great, i'm just to scared to ask him because I'm afraid of the answer"

I notice that Spencer has fallen asleep in my arms so i put him back in his crib, might as well try and get back to bed and get at least some sleep.

i walk into our bedroom and crawl under the sheets "do you really think i didn't want to propose too you?" Liam asks me, scaring me as i didn't know he had even woken up, i turn over to face him and place my hand on his bare chest

"it was just unexpected, you told the guy that we where happy with where we are right now, so i just assumed" i look down almost feeling guilty for making Liam out too be that type of person

"babe look at me" i keep my head down until he kisses my hair and holds my chin up to face him "i bought this ring before you had Spence, i was going to propose when Spence was a little older and we weren't sleep deprived and going crazy" he chuckles quietly "hearing that guy talk about our family like that made me realise how much i want to make you my wife, i knew in that moment it was time baby"

i run my hands up and down his chest with my nails knowing it soothes him "i really do love you Li, i really do, Spencer couldn't of asked for a better father"

Liam grabs hold of my waist and pulls me into his chest and kisses me, not passionately, but sweet and lovingly

"i promise i'm never going to let anybody hurt you or our son, i couldn't live with myself if that happened"

words cant explain how much i love the man who i share my life with, the father of my child and the person who is always without a doubt there for me, my life couldn't be more perfect!