Trust me || Liam Payne

Chapter 19

"babe, where home" Liam says to me waking me up, he places his hand on my thigh and looks at me sweetly obviously feeling bad for waking me up

"remember what happened last time you put your hand on me like that in my car" i wink at him reminding him of the night that we conceived our little boy

"well i know what to do for the next one don't i" he winks back and instantly realises what he said "i mean, if you want more kids... with me.. or in general... you know because that would be okay.. obviously not for a while, i mean our first baby isn't even born yet but you get where I'm coming from" i laugh at him seeing why that makes him so nervous that just coming out of his mouth, we haven't really talked about our future, at all really

"of course i want more kids, with you in the future, of course i do, but right now i think i need to focus on getting little man out first" i kiss him sweetly

i love how he thinks about our future, i do i absolutely love it, for once in my life i feel like I'm not going to loose somebody who means the world to me, and that, that alone makes me want him even more

"so tell me about the tour" i sit down on our bed needing to get my breath back from walking up the stairs

"it was amazing, of it was, i mean i love preforming don't get me wrong, i just didn't enjoy it that much or as much as i should of because i was worried about you, i was missing you so much it became hard to enjoy myself" i hate the fact that he couldn't enjoy himself because of me

"im sorry baby" i don't know what else to say but apologies, what else can i do? its my fault he didn't get to enjoy his tour

"dont apologise, you have absolutely no reason to apologise, you've given me a meaning too life, you've given me love, and we are having a beautiful baby boy together you have absolutely no reason to apologise baby, i love you"

he sits next to me on the bed and places his hand on my cheek "now just kiss me" he says, who am i to complain, i instantly lean in placing my cold lips onto his warm wet lips, the lips that mine seem to fit so perfectly on, i couldn't be happier than i am right now.

A few hours later after our pretty intense make out session, i am absolutely exhausted, i mean i know all the books I've read have told me that in my 3rd trimester i would become more and more exhausted, but it is really hitting me.

"babe" i call out too Liam i sit up in bed as i hear him walking up the stairs, "whats up babe" "can you come sit me with and talk about baby names, we only have about 12 weeks of my pregnancy left, and we haven't even thought about names yet"

"yeah of course, how about we both write a list of names we like" we decide to do that, after half an hour both of us finally have our lists together

My list

Xavier

Finley

spencer

Liam's list

Hudson

Harrison

Grayson

Hunter

we look at each others lists and automatically realise how hard it is going to be to pick our sons name "i like all of yours this isn't fair, i never thought choosing his name would be so hard" i say, i thought i would see a name i love and gravitate towards it, but i literally love all the names on both of our lists, "okay, how about we pick two names from each others list to get the number down a little bit" Liam suggests i nod, its actually a really good idea.

The names i pick from Liam's list are Hudson and Harrison, and the names that Liam picked from my short list are, Finley and spencer

"so now we only have four names to pick between, and we will end up using two of these, one for his first name and one for his middle name" i say to Liam making it seem a lot easier than it actually is, it takes literally 3 hours of us talking and a little bit of bickering before we finally decide on a name for our little boy