I'm his Diana, He's my Batman. (Liam Payne fanfic)

Ch. 11

(Katherine's p.o.v.)

We walked in and got a room all to ourselves. The boys came in shortly after and I was actually glad to see them.

"You look beatiful Katherine." Harry states giving me a huge hug.

"Thank you."

I see Ruby, Emma, Alyssa, Hannah, and Dani all come in. Why so many people... Jeez . Since we had a whole section to ourselves I sat at a table by the windows and just stared out at the world. Even though it was getting dark, it was still light enough for me to see the grass, the clouds, the poles, and all of that. It was beautiful. I take out my phone and put different effects to see how beautiful I can make this look.

"Why don't you join us Kath?" Louis announces over to me.

"I guess." I lazily got up and sat next to Maxx and my mum. I lay on my mum's shoulder ready to fall asleep.

"Stay awake babe." My mum whispers to me.

"But I am so tired."

"I know."

I stuggle to stay awake and I feel my eyes start to close shut. Before I know it I am having a dream, fast asleep to the sound of people talking.

(Liam's p.o.v.)

I look at Katherine and admire her. She looks peaceful sleeping. Nothing can hurt her, I have notice just how vulnerable she really is. I keep my eyes laid on her and how she breathes, just how beautiful she is. I catch Dani looking over at me and she is getting a little mad. Oh well, that won't stop me from wathing Katherine. I just want her save and I know she won't be safe as soon as she snaps back into reality.

"Liam can I talk to you over there?" Dani whispers over to me.

I nod slightly not taking my eyes off of Katherine. I get up and follow Dani.

"What's with you and Katherine lately? Spending our time together with her, staring at her the way you look at me or at least used to, telling her she is beautiful in front of me in a flirty way.. all this stuff.. What is with you? It's supposed to be me and you! Not me you AND Katherine.! Big difference there babe!" She angirly tells me.

"I'm sorry okay. I just learned what Katherine is going through. She needs all of us right now. She doesn't feel safe anywhere.. People hurt her so much. I remind her that she is beautiful yeah.. but I say it in a regualr tone. I am not flirting in anyway! I'm sorry that I am just trying to be there for someone that I love."

"As long as she doesn't get in the way of OUR relationship as she is right now, I will be okay with it." She spits.

"Can you listen to yourself for once?" I am beyond angry right now. I turn around and leave her standing there. I tell Niall I am going outside for a bit and exit the building.

I feel the coolness of the night hit against my neck and I shiver a little. Tonight was supposed to be a good night. Now it seems as if Dani and I are going to be fighting nonstop until I stop with Katherine. Which I won't, I love her too much. I don't even know what love I have for her though. I have been so confused.. Seeing her almost everyday had made a pretty big. I want to get close to her again.. like I used to be. We always were close but grew apart as she grew older.

I have all these unsolved feeling for this girl I know. I have to sort them out and I don't know if I can handle the truth..

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(Katherine's p.o.v.)

I wake up from my mum shaking me a little, I notice Liam isn't sitting in his seat. I feel a little worried but shake it off as I see Dani is still here. Maybe he went to the restroom? I don't know. I am all confused.. Why did I even have to wake up.

"Why did you wake me up?" I ask my mum rubbing my eyes a little.

"Food duh."

"I'm not hungry."

"You are eating." My dad says in a very serious voice he barley uses.

"Fine bossy man."

I pick around at my food eating every now and then. Small little bites, avoiding as mich food as I possibly can. I hear someone walk in and I look up to see Liam. I look down back at my food and smile a little, thankfully my hair covered my face.

I could feel him staring at me and I just picked around at my food some more. Avoiding as much eye contact as possible. I can also feel Dani's eyes buring at me too. What did I do? I just got forced to wake up and eat!!! Ugh I hate life!

We all eat and then get more crap and talk and all thay good stuff. I just sit here quietly waiting to leave. The night drags on forever and they all keep talking and talking and talking. I notice Dani and Liam try to keep their space but when I look over in their direction she goes all over him. I don't understand what is happening...

Have I done something? I fell asleep.. how could that do anything? I get up from the table and quickly walk over to the restrooms. I take off my case in a hurry and grab the blade out. Time to make more cuts deeper into my skin. I feel tears already but I shake them off and enter the ladies room.

I go into a stall and lean against it. I feel more tears coming down my face and I can't control them. What have I done to them? Have I messed up something so badly that she must hate me now? Will he hate me too? Billions of questions nag my mind and they won't go away. I don't even bother. I break out into sobs and I finally press the blade down onto my legs. It feels so nice. I missed this great pain.

The metal scrapes through my skin over and over and over. I feel blood trickle down and I grab toliet paper holding it on the cuts for a few minutes then making more. I have missed this so much. The cuts healed too much and I needed to make more. I am addicted I guess you could say, but I call it a hobby. Abad hobby.. maybe but it makes me feel better. That's what counts right?