I'm his Diana, He's my Batman. (Liam Payne fanfic)

Ch. 17

(Liam's p.o.v.)

I finally get the the hospital and race over to Niall. I still feel tears running down my face. How could my perfect little baby try and commit suicide. I feel so heartbroken.

"Do you know what's happening?" I ask Niall.

"They are trying all they can. Her heartbeat is really low. She downed like three bottles of pills."

"Fuck." I swear in anger. Katherine can't just leave me like this. She can't ever leave me, she means too much to me. She is like my daughter in a way, I feel so protective over her. I am probaly going to be clingy, but I just want her to be safe. I don't want everyone to hurt her like they already have. I don't like how everyone hurts her.

"The boys are on there way too." Niall tells me. I nod slightly and continue to cry.

I can't loose her, I need her here with me. I know I can make her happy, I will try as hard as I can to make her love herself, I will try all I can to get Katherine happy and feeling okay again. I can't believe she went this far. The worst I thought she would do now is just cut and I could find ways to stop that from happening. I feel so dumbfounded.

The rest of the boys get here and Emma comes, same with Hannah, and Ruby. They all come over by us and I exit the room, feeling like I can't breathe.

"Liam wait!" Hannah calls over to me.

I turn around and look at her. She looks up at me and wipes a tear on my cheek.

"She is going to be okay."

I slightly nod, hald believing these words and half not. I don't know what to believe and what to think. I still can't wrap my mind around the fact that she actually tried. After all this time I thought those days were over, we all thought nothing of it. We thought it was just an accident, clearly now looking back at it we know she did it on purpose. We never paid attention to her actions, never realized the scars on her perfect body.

I feel mad at myself for that. I should have paid attention, looked at her actions more closely. Dani was taking up my mind and time so I had no time for anyone else. I should have broken it off with her a long time ago. That would have helped Katherine out a lot more and maybe she wouldn't hate living and hate herself the way she does now.

"Liam, listen to me. She is going to be okay. She just overdosed on pills. Not like she drank bleech.." Hannah tries to convince me.

"She took like three bottles of pills Hannah! She may end up living but other things can happen too!" I yell slightly. I am so overwhelmed. I can't control this anger and sadness I feel.

"I need a break." I whisper and leave the waiting room.

I walk around, looking for an door where I can go outside. I need to get some fresh air.. I go past room after room after room. I find nothing.

"Katherine Horan, overdosed on pills." I hear a doctor say going into a room.

"What are they doing?" I ask myself.

I start to worry more now. She has to live, she will live, she can still make it. I know it..

I walk off though and finally find a door. I go outside and feel a light breeze.

My beautiful baby almost dead it feels like. How would I be able to deal with loosing her. I was so close to her then we faded and now I feel like we were becoming so close again. I get my phone out and I have headphones in my pocket. I go on my playlists and pick Katherine's playlist I have.

I look through all the songs and pick out "River Flows Through You", Katherine adores this song. She loves to listen to it and play the piano from just listening to the song. Its amazing that she can do that.  I would never be able to do that.