I'm his Diana, He's my Batman. (Liam Payne fanfic)

ch. 47

(Katherine's p.o.v.)

        I stop making videos and wait for everyone to be back. I make the mistake of going on twitter and I find myself crying endlessly .

"I promised Liam, I promised him."

I keep trying to tell myself. I don't know how much longer I can handle on twitter before I end up doing what Liam asked me not to do. I almost give up but I call Liam instead.

        "Hey babe, what's wrong?" He asks.

"I can't Liam," I cry onto the phone.

He walks out of a room and it gets quiet on the phone.

"What happened?"

"I decided to go on Twitter and it was  a huge mistake. I saw what everyone was saying and I freaked out. I almost gave in when I decided to call you. I'm sorry for calling," I say all too fast.

"Slow down. Breathe, baby," He says into the phone.

"I can't breathe," I choke out.

"I am on my way home. Talk to me while I am on my way home."

I hear him enter a crowd of people again, I put my phone down and start to cry again. How will I ever make it? Why couldn't Liam let me die when I tried. Everything would be so much better.

        I wish Liam would see that too. I know it is no fair to him. I am so negative and he is so positive. How could he even love me like the way he says he does.

"Katherine, are you still with me?" He asks and I can hear the worry in his voice.

"I am still here," I speak quietly.

I gasp for air and I sound like a smoker. I could really care less what I sound like. I just don't want to be here anymore. I just can't stand it. I really try so hard to make it through the day, but I can't always promise I will.

"Let me go Li," I whisper.

"Just let me go," I cry louder.

"You are not giving up now! You can't give up," I heard Li start to cry.

"Please don't cry baby," I mumble.

"How can I not cry?"

"I am not worth any tears! You know that!" I raise my voice a little.

"Don't say that. Baby you are worth so much. I promise that."

"I don't believe that."

"I know, but trust me you are 100% worth living and breathing."

I wish I could believe these words he says to me. I just can't accept that I am worth tears or even loving. Liam made the stupid, stupid mistake of loving me. I never understood how it got to this point. It was all just a silly little crush, and now I love him more than anything in the world. Well, besides for Nathan.

"Are Alyssa and Nathan coming home too?" I ask shyly.

"No. The boys are keeping an eye on the both of them."

"Okay," my voice unexpectedly cracks.

"Do you want me to tell the boys to bring them home?"

"No, it's okay."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

Liam makes sure I stay on the phone with him so I don't do anything. Soon enough he is home and cradling me. He whispers sweet things in my ear and I doze off.