I'm his Diana, He's my Batman. (Liam Payne fanfic)

ch. 33

(Katherine's p.o.v.)
I've been out of the hospital for a while and I am waiting for time to come. I don't want to leave, I really don't. I know Liam will probably be so worried, and I feel bad for having my mum take care of Nathan.. Ugh. I feel so bad!!! I really,really, really hate myself right now.

The hours tick by faster than ever. I have been spending every second I can with Liam and Nathan. I really don't get how I am supposed to leave for all this time without being able to see Nathan or Liam. As much as I hate tour, I really want to go just to see Liam. everything is ruined now. It is all my fault.

"I am so sorry." I say to Liam.
"Don't be. It for your good babe."
"I feel so bad." I cry out.
"Shh. Everything is going to be okay." Liam holds me close to him like I am going to disappear from him. I am going to disappear, he will probably forget about me. I cry harder thinking about this and I can't seem to breathe anymore.

I refused to eat all day today. Liam tries to get me to eat dinner but I refuse. How can I eat? My stomach has millions of butterflies and they won't go away. I feel utterly horrible too.

I sit down with Liam and I feed Nathan. This will be my last time in a long time I get to feed him. I feel tears roll down my cheeks. I am going to miss them so much.

"This will help you baby." Liam tells me.
"I can't be fixed." I say looking up to him. I see pain in his eyes and that makes me feel even worse.
"You will be fixed. I promise." he tries to smile.
I give him a fake smile in return and I look back to Nathan.

"I love you so much. I am so so sorry I have to leave you. I never wanted i leave you, I'm sure you are going to hate me when you realize what I did and what is going to happen. I am so sorry baby. So sorry." I whisper to him.

I touch his little hands and I close my eyes.
"I am so sorry." I whisper again.

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It's time to leave and I give Nathan one last kiss. I walk down with Liam and I look over to him.

"I am going to miss you so much." I whisper.

"I don't know how I will do this, but I am going to try and talk to you every second I can." He tells me.

I nod slightly hugging him. I feel the tears coming and I know better than to try and stop.

"Before we go to bring you, I need to ask you something." Liam whispers into my ear.

"Hmm?" I asked confused.

He lets me go and I look at him confused. He gets down on one knee and I feel butterflies.

"Katherine Horan, will you marry me."

I am in complete shock. It takes me a minute to process in my head before I am able to nod. I can't speak because I am so happy. He slides the ring onto my finger and I start to shake from nervousness.
He looks up at me and kisses me passionately. I let go and look up at him.

"I am going to miss that most of all."