I'm his Diana, He's my Batman. (Liam Payne fanfic)

ch. 34

(Katherine's p.o.v.)
Time passes by slowly. I have been doing better but I am still suicidal. I have been acting like I am all better and I will not do anything. They all by it and they tell me I am able to go home sooner. I am really excited about this.

I get my phone out and I was just about to text Liam when he FaceTimes me.
I accept the call and wait for it to connect.

"Hey babe!" He smiles.
"Hi Li." I blush.
"What are you up to?" He asks.
"Packing.." I whisper.
"Did you say packing? Why are you packin ?" He is starting to panic a little.
"I get to leave in a few days." I smile.
"Omg! What!" he almost yelled.
"They told me I am doing a lot better, so I get to go home."

We talk on FaceTime for a little bit before I have to do a few more things for the day. To be honest this is all really boring, but I kind of like being able to say what's on my mind without being judged.

The few days that I was here I have been trying really hard to actually feel better. It has helped me yes and I am so happy but I am still feeling a bit depressed. I feel 20 times better than I did when I came.
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My mum picked me up today and I am finally home. it feels so nice to be home.
"You have to come on tour with us." my mum tells me.
"I will think about it." I smile.
"I can't believe my baby is engaged." She yelps.
"Did you tell Dad?" I ask.
"Nope."
"Shit."
"You can tell him. I know for sure Liam hasn't said anything to him either."
"Do you know how Liam is doing ?" I ask.
"He's heartbroken and lost. You Dad told me he cries himself to sleep half of the time. While singing most songs he looks really sad or he cries." My mum informs me.
"I feel so bad." I say looking down.
"It's oaky baby. You'll see him soon enough and everything will be better."

"I haven't told him I lost the baby yet.." I tell my mum.
"You have to tell him that. He deserves to know."
"I'm scared."
"Baby, you can't let him think about having this baby soon and become all excited. That wouldn't be fair to him."
"Okay.. Okay.." I sigh.

I grab my phone and text Liam.

"Hey Liam.."

"Hey babe!"

"Can I um.. tell you something?"

"Yeah of course."

"Remember the day I commited??"

"Yeah.
Are you okay!!??"

"Yes, I am fine. I umm. I lost the baby.."
I feel the tears coming down and I wish I didn't loose the baby.

"I wish you would have told me sooner."

"I know but with tour I didn't want to ruin anything or worry you."

"I know, It would just have been better for you to tell me sooner."

"I was going to many times but always deleted the messages."

"I miss you so much. Are you coming on tour?"

"I'll think about it."

"Please. I miss you too much."

"Let me look at the flights."

"I can pick you up too so you won't have to worry about that."

"It will be too late."

"I don't care, I want to see you."

"I'll text you if I find a flight." I respond back.
I go through the flights and I finally find one for tonight. I quickly get the tickets for my mum, Nathan, and I.
"Mum." I yell out.
"Yes."
"I got tickets for us."
"When we leaving?"
"In a few hours."
"Sounds good." She smiles.

I get packing mine and Nathan's things. I am truly so excited to see Liam. It has been so long.
I fall asleep and before I know it my mum is waking me up to get into the car.

Right before I left I texted Liam a picture of Nathan and said,

"On our way to see you."

He responded back with a smiley face and said he couldn't wait to see us.

We arrive at the airport and I feel overwhelmed. I am very excited but very scared.
We have to wait so long It feel like before we enter the plane.

"On our way to see Daddy." I whisper to Nathan.