Ch. 37

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by anxietynh

by anxietynh

(Katherine's p.o.v.)

I wake up in a bed and I get so confused. I get up and look at my phone. 9 in the morning,. I walk out and I see Liam and Nathan playing. I go and get my breakfast and try to tune out the laughing. I want to be lone right now, I want to feel numb.

I look at the wall and I focus less and less on Liam and him being so happy. I just wish I could give Liam the happiness I know he wants. Sadly I can't give that to him.

Liam comes over and sits next to me. He takes my one hand and looks me in the eyes.

"I am so so so so sorry Katherine. I never meant anything I had said. I don't know why I got so worked up. I am so mad at myself. I love you so much and I swear what the fans say isn't true! I know how much I hurt you.. I stayed back before I actually left and I heared you crying and screaming. I wanted to stop saying everything but I don't know what gotten into me. I wanted to comfort you so badly.."

I take it all in and start to cry.
"It hurt so badly, you knew just how to get under my skin. I felt as if I was betrayed too. I felt alone. I just have never cried or hated myself so much."

"I'm so so so sorry. I can't explain how sorry I am." I see him get tears in his eyes too.

(Liam's p.o.v.)

She cries her heart out. I feel so bad. She is crying because of me. I hate that. I caused her so much pain. I start to cry more and I feel chest pains again. Nathan comes over to Katherine and hugs her leg.

"Mummy?"

"Yes. Baby?"

She can barley talk she is crying so much. He looks up at her and you can see tears in his eyes and the frown on his face. She picks him put and holds him close.

"Shh baby. Don't cry." She tells him while crying herself.

Nathan calms down and he goes and plays. Katherine gets up and tells me faintly she is going to take a shower. I nod and watch her go into the bathroom. My back hits the seat and I bite my nails, still crying. I can't believe I did this to her. I feel horrible. I don't know what to do. I don't think there is anything I can do..

I hear a scream from the bathroom and crying along with it. I get up in a hurry and go to the bathroom door. My heart is racing, I knock on the door and I just can't but panic.

(Katherine's p.o.v.)
I get out of the shower and the floor is wet, I don't think too much of it and I slip down hard and fall on my knees. The one hurts like hell. I scream and tears follow through. I hear Liam run to the door and he knocks.

"Are you okay?!"

"No.. My knee really hurts."

He comes in and Nathan follows him in. Liam picks me up bridal style and brings me to the room we are staying in. He helps me get dressed and then looks at my knee. It's all weird looking. I had no idea I could even do this to my knee by slipping.
"We have to take you to the hospital." Liam tells me.

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Liam is by my side and I know he is still hurting. I mean I am still hurting from the pain of my knee and broken heart.

I get into the room and the nurse does regular check up things before the doctor comes in. I get nervous like always because I am just so scared of the doctors/ nurses. It's all Liam's fault for that too.

"I don't want the doctor to come in.." I say to Liam as the nurse leaves.

"The doctor won't do anything! They wouldn't be a doctor if they wanted to rape everyone who came in.." Liam reminds me.

"I'm still scared. You made me fear that, that will happen."

"It won't."

The doctor comes in at that moment and I just kinda stay like a statue. He checks out my knee and we have to go through all this stuff. It took hours and they finally told me that I like did something to it. Maybe fractured it? I have no idea, all I know is that I have a brace and I have to use crutches and/or a wheel chair. Just great. I get pills for pain and then we get to leave. Hmm, now that I have pills.. they could do me some good.? Lets find out..