Ch. 25

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(Katherine's p.o.v.)

I grow tired and I fall asleep in his arms.

*dream*

"I hate you. I wish you would just die already!" I heard numerous people shout.

I don't know who shouted them at me, the voices aren't familiar.

Suddenly I appear, in school. Everyone is there, the boys are even there. They all look at me weirdly, they start saying mean things, being immature bitches.

I get up not able to be strong anymore. I can't take it anymore.

I run to the bathroom and start to cry.

Just my luck, people enter in and take pictures, laugh, say stupid crap.

I push past them and run to my locker.

I panic not knowing what to do.

I fall to the floor and cry, thinking of what I can do.

People come by and shout that I'm ugly and disgusting.

I already knew that, they don't have to remind me. I cry and I can't seem to stop at all.

I finally get an idea and I run out of the school and into the woods.

It takes me a good few minutes before I know exactly where I am and where I am going to go.

I find the cliff, I am hesitant though. Peoples thoughts come into mind.

"Bitch."

"Slut."

"Whore."

"Hoe."

"Sleep around."

"He doesn't love you."

"He thinks your ugly, fat, and disgusting."

"Fat."

"Ugly."

"Attention whore."

"Faker."

Suddenly my blade is in my hands and I'm in a house. I'm in my room and I can't stop cutting. Blood is everywhere and I look into the mirror to see my tear stained face.

"They won this time." I whisper and I almost do it. I am almost to the point but I appear at the cliff again.

I walk towards the cliff, I walk slowly though.

Nothing can stop me. Nothing can, nothing will. I'm going to be successful this time.

The strangest thing happens and it's both parts in one. I am cutting and trying to die that way, and then I am walking to the cliff.

I lose my breathe, and I feel lightheaded.

I get so close to the cliff and I look down. I turn around and close my eyes, I fall back.

I cut down deep and then I end up bleeding to death In a Sped up way.

Either way, I got what I wanted and I was happier and so was everyone else.

*end of dream*

I woke up and I was sweating with fear. I hate having these dreams sometimes. I hate the part where it's the boys saying they hate me and everything. I look over and Liam is sleeping. I calm down and fall back to sleep.

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I'm sorry this is boring, but I had to put my thoughts and feeling somewhere and I thought this was perfect to write it here.

Not everything I said was all my thoughts but I just haven't been feeling my best and this helped me in ways.

Anyways I hope you like this chapter.!

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