I'm his Diana, He's my Batman. (Liam Payne fanfic)

Ch. 39

(Liam's p.o.v.)
We spent the day at six flags and now we are on our way home.

We get to the car and Harry helps Katherine. As soon as we all get in she is knocked out. Louis straps in Nathan for me and we head back to the hotel.

"Hey Liam, has Katherine started cutting again?" Louis asks.

"I don't know why?"

"Seems like she got new cuts on her wrists that she tried to cover them up.."

"Look on her legs, she never covers up on her legs I know that for sure."

"Yup, cuts everywhere on her thighs and legs.."

This makes my stomach drop. She has been cutting becuase of me. I made her feel so much pain that she thought she had to turn to this. Shit, she is probably so scared of me she doesn't even want to tell me. I hate myself so much right now. I feel the tears forming in my eyes and Zayn tells me to pull over so he can drive.

Zayn gets in my spot and I go where Louis is now. I take her wrist in my hand and cry harder. I made her do this. How could I be so stupid? I feel anger though too, anger at myself, anger that she did this, and overall just mad and sad.

"Is there any on her stomach?" Louis
asks, looking back at me with sad eyes.

"I'm scared to look.." I admit, but I look anyways.

"Thankfully no."
I am just so stupid to think that she was okay. First she gets her heart broken by me, then she hurts her knee, and now she is doing this because of ME. I hate this feeling. It sucks so much.

We get back to the hotel and I still can't pull myself together so Louis takes Katherine to our room while Nathan and I go with Zayn o his room to try and pull myself together. Doesn't seem likely though.

(Katherine's p.o.v.)

I wake up as soon as I feel myself being lifted. I see Louis is carrying me and close my eyes again, I don't even wanna know why he is and not Liam right now.
We go into the hotel and I hear the fans screaming, I know this will drag attention tomorrow on twitter..

We finally get to the room and Louis puts me on the bed. I feel him sitting on the edge of the bed and he touches the bottom of my legs. I feel tears on the sheets next. Why is he crying? Why did he bring me up instead of Liam? Where is Nathan too?

I suddenly hear a loud noise from Zayn's room. I wake up fully and shot up. Louis jumps a little and I whisper sorry.

"What was that?"

"I think Liam just smashed something.."

"Wait why?"

"He is really mad at himself."

I get up and race to the door and Louis grabs my hand and stops me.

"Don't go. Let him calm down."

"Why is he so worked up?" I start to scream.

"He found out that your cutting again and he is mad that he is the reason why."

I start getting tears in my eyes. I caused him to get worked up though.

"This is my fault. He is worked up because of the pain I caused. I get why he's worked up but I am the reason why he is worked up. Please, let me go and see him!"

"Let him calm down, Kath. He may hurt you more."

"Fine.."

I go onto the belcony and I just don't know what to do. Liam could be going crazy style and I can't even go in there and show him that I am okay. That even though he made have broke me, I am still here and I love him the same exact way. There is no need to get worked up. No reason at all.

I stay on the belcony for a few minutes until I get an Idea. Despite the pain I am in, I run out of the room, into the hall way and out of the hotel. I don't know if Louis saw or not but I am hoping he didn't. I run as fast as I can go and I find my way to a near cliff.

(Louis' p.o.v.)

"Katherine?!"

"KATHERINE!" I yell for her and I lost track of her.

How could I loose track of her? I was so close to her though too! I take out my phone and dial Liam's number. He doesn't pick up, no shock, so I dial Zayn. Thank goodness he picks up.

"Whats up Louis?"

"Katherine ran away and I lost sight of her. I don't know where she went and I'm scared as hell."

"I'll get him to come, I promise. We will be right there."

"Thank you."

While I wait I call Niall and Harry, just to warn them. To my surprise they come and so does Emma, El (Louis and Ruby broke up forgot to put that in), Hannah, Darcy, Harry, Niall, Ren, Maxx, and Elizabeth. Maxx and Elizabeth must have just came.

"Zayn is trying to get Liam, he's having a freak attack.."

"Wait, why?" Emma asks, looking concerned.

"We found out Katherine starting cutting because of the day they got into a fight. He lost it and I have no idea what Katherine is trying to do, run away to get her mind straight or is she trying to kill herself."

"Does she have the pills with her?"

"Liam hid them from her."

"Thank god for that."

(Liam's p.o.v.)

I just feel all these emotions. I could hold in my anger and I accidentally knocked the lamp down. Well didn't really knock it down, I kinda threw it down. I apologized but I still felt worked up.
I'm glad Nathan isn't in this room with me. Zayn gets a call and he goes into the other room. I sit on the floor and cry harder again. I am such a mess, I broke the lamp and I broke Katherine. God do I hate myself right now.

"Liam, please get yourself together right now.. Katherine ran away. Your the one who would probably know where the hell she is, and Louis is scared as hell. Even I am for her and YOU Liam."

"She ran away? Did she have the pills?"

"That's the thing, we don't know."

"Shit." I get up and Zayn quickly grabs Nathan.
I go out of the hotel and meet everyone.

"Where was she last when you saw her run away?"

"She ran over in that direction." Louis points to a field.

"There is a cliff over there! Shoot, I swear if I either find her dead or can't find her at all I will loose it even more."

Zayn joins us and we all kinda split up. I go towards the cliff with Niall, and the rest go different places just in case. Going to the cliff takes longer than expected, especially when in a hurry.
We get to the cliff soon enough, and I'm scared to find what there is to find.